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Friday, December 08, 2006

I'm finally back. Haha! Yep, then tomorrow I won't be posting again. Tsk! I don't know, laziness just attacks me. That's also the reason why I haven't posted some pictures in multiply. It's nearly our vacation naman na so I have time to fix my stuff.

As you can see, I've got a new skin! ..Which I got from blogskins again. I'm really lazy to work on my own skin so yea... I haven't actually finished it I still have to edit some parts.

Ok anyway, I've been sad lately. Actually I am sad everyday but now I have a new reason to be sad and that is... I miss having a lovelife. Haha! Honestly.. Grr. Some people know that I've had a lovelife when I got here. Well yup I did. So I liked him, he liked me. We were romantically happy until my feelings for him faded. Haha! Ang killer ko. Oh well. It wasn't my fault, it was my feelings. Haha! OKAAY. Focus. I don't know how or what happened but one night, he acted kinda weird, like cold. Then one of our friends posted a message on my bebo (like friendster) saying "ok ka lang ba sis?" after reading that somebody IM'ed me saying "bakit mo siya ginanon? kawawa naman sya" then he went offline. Then I asked one of my friends if she knew something about it then she told me that there was a rumour that I don't love him anymore and that I'm in love with someone else (sounds dramatic). And yeh, I was crying 'cause I was really confused, I didn't know what was happening.
Then the next day he texted me, he said something like "bakit di mo sinsabi may iba ka ng mahal? pinaasa mo lang ako sa wala." I replied "hindi ko sinabi kasi wala naman dapat sabihin" and we were telling each other stuff then his last message to me was "mahal mo pa ba ko?" then I answered "dunno pero yoko na." and yup that was it.

The reason why I said "ayoko na" is because I want to be lovelife-free again. And now I'm missing having one. (don't get me wrong, I miss having a lovelife, not the guy, I've moved on, we're friends. :D) Well my heart is longing for it, my mind doesn't.
I miss those fireworks kind of feeling inside when a guy says "iloveYOU" and when he hugs you and it makes you feel like there are no other things to worry about, like everything disappears and its just you and him and the kisses oh dang! they're fergalicious delicious!! HAHA EEWW JOKE LANG! :P

I have a crush naman ngayon BUT may mahal siya and I mean MAHAL. Like MAHAL na MAHAL. :'( Ouchh! Haha nah, all good. Who's fault is it to like him naman diba?

So yup. I know I'll be posting tomorrow. So have to go now! It's 1:27am na. And may school pa tomorrow but magaabsent ako. Yipeee! Haha! :P Ok, bye now. :D

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