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Saturday, September 10, 2005
Lately, I feel my life's so boring. Yes, I've got so much work to do. It's just that I feel something's missing. I do have my family and friends but still, one thing's missing. I think you all know what I'm talking about. I'm trying to change and I don't want to "crave" for that stuff anymore. I want to live life happily without that stuff. I want to be contented with a life without that.
Sometimes, I couldn't help but reminisce the moments when I have that stuff. Somehow, those memories were fun. I don't exactly "crave" for a certain thing but I "crave" for that stuff. Got it?! I know you don't. But that's how I really feel at this moment. I don't want to search for it but still, I don't want for that to come. I know I have this feeling inside of me that I want to stay away from that. But that stuff had affected my life so much that it makes me want to have it all the time. But I shouldn't,I know it's not proper and having that will just make my life worse.
However big that "craving" is, I will still try and not give up. I'll try to live without it. I will.
This post is really formal and so dramatic. Anyway, I have to go. 'til here! ciao.
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