Friday, July 28, 2006

Ayan na, maguupdate na ko. Wala ako masyado time kasi naghahanap pa kami ng house, ayaw na namin maki-tira. Haha. Feeling ko ang bilis ng time dito. Tapos mas mabilis gumalaw yung clouds kesa sa Phil. Haha. Weird ko.

Anyway, it is fine here. Pero gusto ko na umuwiiiii. Sunduin niyo ko ditoooo! Ayoko na. Everynight napapanaginipan ko friends and family ko. Last night si Tiz. TIIIIIIZIANAAA. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Mangiyak-iyak ako paggising ko. Haay haay. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH. Ayoko na dito! Maganda nga dito pero lagi nalang ako nadedepress. Hindi ko pa mailabas kasi sino pupuntuhan ko, diba? :'(

Yung bahay namin, I MISS YOU. :( Yung room ko, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Ayoko naaaa. Ang hirap. :'( Sana bukas, 2 years na kami dito. Kainiiiis.

Yung pictures nga pala ipopost ko na lang pag may PC na kami. Laptop lang gamit ko ngayon eh. So hindi pa ko makagamit ng matagal kasi kailangan chinacharge 'to eh mahal kuryente dito. Hindi pa namin 'to bahay. So ayun.

WHHHHYYY? WHY US? WHY ME?

:'(

BTW, yung time ng pagpost ko, time dito. We're 4 hours advanced. Need to go. Bye.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I'm already here in NZ. It's 5pm here, maybe it's 12 or 1pm in Phil. Haha. I arrived yesterday, before lunch. It's beautiful and cold here. Haha. Okay, I'll update later. Bye. :D

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

We'll be leaving tomorrow. :( Shit.

Anyway, I'll share first the things that happened yesterday, during my despedida.

Mai, Kiesh, Aien and Jean told me that they will arrive at 3pm. I was waiting for them. Then after I used my computer, dad told me to go to the 3rd floor to accompany him. So I did. When I came up, he wasn't there and I heard a song playing in our mini-theatre. I tried to open the door to see what he's up to. But when I tried to open, it was locked. So I went down. Then I heard that someone from the inside of the mini-theatre opened the door. So I went up again to open it. Theeeeen surprisingly, my 4 best friends were there to surprise me. Sweeeeet. I was so touched and I wanted to cry but I don't want. Haha. Si Jean pa nga yung umiyak. Hihi. Then they made a slideshow for me. I love it. Thanks, guys! Then there was also a cake and a letter. Sarap nung cake! Haha.

Anyway, Kris arrived. Gusto daw niya magtago sa isang kwarto, ayaw pa daw niya magpakita. So tinago ko siya sa room ni Jas. Tas lumabas nalang siya nung gabi.

Tapos dumating na yung ibang tao, si Jana, Bea, Iana, Britt. Si Iana and Britt lang umuwi. Kainis, hindi kayo nagovernight. Hmph.

Ayun, natulog kami mga 3 yata. Puro bastos na movie yung pinanood namin. Haha. Tapos umaga na. 8 yata kami nagising. Nanuod ng bastos na movie ulit. Tapos kumain ng brunch. Tapos naligo. Tas nagalisan na yung iba. Dumating din si Arisse and si Nice. Thanks. ;) Tapooos ewan ko na kung ano mga ginawa namin. Basta thank you so much guys, I really had a fun time!

Ang dami naming pictures galing sa MacBook ni Mai. HERE Hindi ko na nilagay sa Multiply ko. Meron din yata sa Multiply ni Jana.

Anyway, we're going to leave tomorrow. I'm excited and scared. Umiyak ako kanina and so far, yun yung pinaka grabe kong iyak. Tipong I can't breathe na. Haha. Saka ang exposed, nandun mga lola ko pati tita ko tas iyak ako ng iyak. Oh well. They can understand me naman.

Sana mahatid ako nila Mai bukas. Haay.

BTW, hindi ko pa nakakausap si Tiziana. Yak, if ever binabasa mo 'to, ang tagal na kitang gustong kausapin pero hindi kita makausap. Aii. Anyway, I'm going to miss you. Ingat ka lagi. Loveyoubeb.

Pati sa mga taong hindi ko nakausap, ingat kayo lagi and love y'all.

Please pray for me and my family to have a safe trip tomorrow. I promise, as soon as I arrive there, magoonline ako agad and I'll also update this blog. Woo, I'm scared, I'm afraid of heights. Haha. Kidding, I'm scared 'cause I don't want to leave you, my dearest friends.

Please also pray for me na sana hindi ako masyado malungkot pagandun na ako. Pagpray niyo na sana maging ok lang lahat. Pleeease.

I love you everyone and take care, I'm going to miss you all. :*

:'(

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Monday na kami aalis.

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

It's June 16 today, that means the day of our flight is coming near. But I still don't know when is that. I just feel 'cause I have hope. Okaaay.

We went to SM earlier. We bought things that we need for NZ. The mall was full of people. Nakakainis. Hindi ko pa napanuod yung Love Spell. Eurr. HAHAHA.

BTW, there's a new owner of my cabinet. It's my tita. Haha. My cabinet's now empty so she placed her clothes inside it. Now, where'd my clothes go? They're all scattered in the sofa in our family area, mixed with the clothes of dad, AJ and Jas. So just imagine how messy our family area is. That's why we don't entertain visitors for now. And if ever there is, they should be staying in our living room ONLY. Our house is really messy right now 'cause were already packing. And tinitimbang namin yung mga dadalin namin. Hehe.

I have looovely coats! Haha. But I still want the coats of Neela (Nathalie Kelley) in Tokyo Drift. They're lovlier. Okay.

It's getting late, I have to go. Bye.

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

I already have a PW protected blog. Oh yeah! Oh yeah! Hahahaha. Thanks to Camla.

So now, I can put EVERYTHING that I feel like writing in that blog.

I will give the PW and the URL to selected people only. That is a top-secret blog. Hahaha. As if.

Anyway, gotta bounce. Ciao.

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Friday, July 14, 2006

ANG BILIS NG ARAW.

Next week is going to be the second to the last week of July. That only means na malapit narin akong umalis, diba?

I'm so excited! Gusto ko na ma-experience ulit sumakay ng plane and this time, may cam na ko para picturan yung clouds. Tapos excited na rin ako makita si mommy and ang NZ. Woot! BUUUUUUT. I'm also scared, of course. 'Yoko iwan ang minamahal kong bansa at mga kaibigan at kapamilya ko. Nyeh.

ANG BILIIIIIS TALAGA NG ARAW. Pano kung next week na ko aalis? Diba? Dibaaaa?

I feel so unaccomplished. Aii. Parang sa sobrang bilis ng araw feeling ko wala pa kong masyadong nagagawang maganda dito. Okay. Siguro naman meron, diba? Kahit isa? But now I feel like I only had a vacation here. Parang di ako makapaniwala na I'll be leaving my hometown soon and I'll be living in another country.

I want to spend my remaining days (hindi pa ko mamamatay. haha) with the people I love. The thing is, my friends/cousins have school, some of my relatives are in the province.

Inaaliw ko na lang sarili ko sa pagpack ng things namin and sa pagbibili ng mga coats. Haha.

Anyway, pupunta sana ako ewood tom. With Dani and friends. Pero di tuloy. MEEEEHN.

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Miko IMed me earlier. She saw daw someone in Tinypic. And she looks like me. Here:

Eurr. Creepy niya. Pero edited eh. Naccreepyihan ako. AII.

Bumabagyo sa labas. Umuulan din sa room ko. Haha. May problema ang aking bubong. And since its like that, I'm planning to move to another room. And there's only 2 rooms available. Jaspher's and AJ's. I'm planning to transfer to Jas' 'cause its bigger. Woot! Hahaha! The thing is, my cabinet will be left in my room. Ayoko ng ganun! Haha. Tamad. Bwiset na bubong.

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I have to go now, somebody's going to use the comp. Babay.

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Monday, July 10, 2006

Happy Birthday John!

Happy Birthday Nikka!

Ingat kayo. Waha. As if mababasa nila 'to.

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Tagal ko ng di nagupdate. Sorry. I was so buuusy. Hahaha. Kidding. The truth is, I wasn't updating because I don't have stories to tell. My days go like this:

Wake up, go to the bathroom and do my morning routines, go back to my room and fix the bed, turn off the aircon, go downstairs, drink Choco Fudge in our living room, go to lola's house to eat lunch, go back to our house, use the comp., watch TV/dvd, take a bath, bla bla, eat dinner, surf the net, go to sleep.

Everyday it's like that. I don't find it soooo boring but I'm so used to doing those like there's nothing new that happens. There's no special thing to blog about.

I'm trying to create a new skin. I want to change it baaadly. Hindi na ko makatiis. So I'm working on it.

I think I have to sleep now. Mommy's asking me to wake up early tomorrow so that she can chat with me and show me my uniform wich is so expensive. How much? 30k. Sobraaaa. Haha. Wool kasi yung gamit eh. Tapos may pangloob pa.

Okay. So I'll go now.

Wait.

Belated happy birthday my darling (may "my" pa talaga eh

). Love you and miss you.

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

I have my retainers now! It's annoying. Haha.

We watched The Fast and the Furious (Tokyo Drift). It was awesome. Parang gusto ko tuloy magkaroon ng kotse. Gusto ko naman talaga. Haha. Yung mga cars na sobrang ganda na dito, ang papangit pa dun.

Any, kukunin na daddy yung clearance ng medical namin. Owyes, tapos na yung medicaaaal. Woot!

Uhh. Yung boxes nakaalis na kaninang umaga. Nagcommute lang sila. WEH. Corny.

Sige na, wala ako makwento. Haha.

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

I had my urinalysis earlier. We spent only 10-15 mins. inside the clinic. Then we ate merienda in KFC, just inside the parking lot. Then went home.

We packed again a while ago. (Nagpapack kami ng mga gamit na papadala na sa NZ. Its called shipping. Why? 'Cause they will bring the boxes there by ship. It will take one month for the boxes to get there.) It was really tiring, but I enjoyed it. Haha. My room's now half empty. Ayoko kasi magdala ng marami pagaalis na kami. Gusto ko 1 lang maleta ko. Kasi alam ko din na sila AJ ang daming dadalin so mas okay na yung at least ako onti lang. Yung cabinet ko din halos kalahati na lang ng mga damit ko yung nasa loob. And I only have 3 rubber shoes and 4 slippers left. Tapos sabi pa ni daddy, aayusin na niya yung isang box na dadalin namin pag-alis namin. Edi siyempre nandun yung mga damit namin. Sabi niya, magiwan na lang daw ako ng mga 2 pairs ng pang-alis. WAAAA. So paulit-ulit lang susuotin ko diba? Hahaha. Hindi ko kaya yun. After gamitin, laba agad. Okaaay?

Any, tomorrow I'll be going to my dentist to get my retainers. Oh yes!

Its 12am na pala. So I'll be going to my dentist later. Haha. I have to sleep na.

Bye.

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Monday, July 03, 2006

I don't like this day. Not that I really hate it but today wasn't that nice. The feeling wasn't nice. (Huh?) I'll tell you how my day started.

I was awakened by the sunlight outside my window. I tried to sleep again but I couldn't anymore. So I got up from my bed and went straight to the bathroom. Then I went to the kitchen, grabbed some cereals then went to our living room, my fave area in the house. It's so quiet there and I love the green light reflection caused by the room of the indoor plants and I also love watching the fishes inside the aquarium. I wanted to be alone that time and I don't want to hear any sound. So I stayed there until lunch time.

After lunch, I sat down infront of the computer and surfed the net. My head started aching caused by the heat so I turned on the aircon. After like 20 mins., my head's still hurting so I drank medicine. After minutes, my head is still aching. So I stopped using the computer and lay down on my bed. After some minutes, my head was still hurting so I got up and took a bath. I stayed in the bathroom for like 30 mins. Thoughts were running inside my head. Then after dressing up, I lay in my bed again. Watched Bounce but I didn't finish it 'cause I'm planning to sleep. So I tried. But I can't. So I didn't. I waited for hours and hours and finally, my head's not aching anymore.

Then we ate dinner. Blah blah blah. And now, I'm here infront of the computer, writing an entry. It's not obvious, isn't it?

I was in sentimental mode the whole day. Like there's a certain thing that I should think of but up to now, I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Too bad, 3 pa naman ngayon. I should be happy.

Anyway, tomorrow we are going to Makati again to have my urinalysis. If my urinalysis will be fine, then we'll have our clearance for our medical. Then after that, maybe dad and mom will fix some papers then we're off to NZ. I'm excited but I'm also not.

I'll go now. Dad said I have to wake up early tomorrow 'cause I have to eat breakfast and there's lots of water drinking to do. Yea, that's how we value our medical. Why? First, it's so expensive and second, we'll have to wait for 10 days pa to be examined again.

So, have to go now. Take care everyone.

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I'm planning to change my layout again. I have like 3 ideas in my mind. Pero sayang 'tong ginawa ko.

Aii. Guess I have to be patient. Mga 2 weeks pa.

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

I'm thinking, how if in the future, I will be someone that I never thought that I would be. I mean, I want to be a photographer/model/fashion or interior designer/chef but what if in the future I'll be like a boxer or a tennis player or an architect or a teacher or an actress or a manager? Hahaha. I can't imagine myself being like those.

Wala lang, I just wondered, will the things that I want to be now last forever or are those just what I want now and one day it will all change and I'll ask myself why I want to be like those before and suddenly now, I'm somebody else. [?]

Don't you feel that also? Like now you want to be like Avril Lavigne or somebody who like rock and who's so gothic but in the future you'll turn like Sharpay from High School Musical or London from Zack and Cody who's so girly and fashionable and suddenly you'll listen to pop songs from listening to alternative.

I'm weird. Forget what I said. Haha.

I need to go. Just shared the thought that entered my head earlier.

Good night.

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