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Sunday, July 31, 2005
hey!
hey! it's kinda boring here. haaay. i really have nothing to do but stay infront of the pc.
anyway, i would like to dedicate this post to someone dear to me.
first of all, i would like to apologize for what i/we did. first, for making you feel you are left out and for hurting you so much by the words we have said. i really never felt the things you told me. i really didn't feel that you cared so much for me. i felt that you really didn't care about my situation and my problems. but since you told me that you were, i have to believe you.
i'm sorry that we kept this feeling for a long time. its just that we are not that ready to tell you and we're also scared that we might hurt you so much.
don't ever say that we don't love you. we actually love and care for you. we value you so much because we have faced our challenges and problems with your help. we have learned so much from you. you were there for us when we needed you. you were our shoulder when we needed somebody to cry on. you are one of the persons who made us smile when we felt sadness. you added so much light into our life. that's why we love you. and that's why we need you. it won't be the same if you're gone.
i would just like to clear that we were never mad at you. we just felt unhappiness because we thought that you could do those things to us. and we admit, somehow, we were wrong.
for me, this is just a misunderstanding. for me, our friendship is not over yet. i would feel like i'm in hades if the whole friendship thing will be over. i will not give up, never. i will not let our happy moments just be memories of us. i am still looking forward of tons and tons of blissful moments of us.
i hope, after this problem, everything will be back to normal. i hope we could be as close as we were before. and hope this problem will not destroy even half of our friendship but to strengthen it.
so there. that's all i would like to say. ciao. :)
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
Sorry for not posting for a very long time. I wasn't able to fulfill my promise because of my ridiculous internet server. so there. i am truly sorry. well, lately, i'm having not-so-good days. i have so many problems and worse is that i'm so clueless how to solve some of them. i can't post it here because its confidential and uhm, it will take me hours and hours to finish it. no, not really hours. i just meant they're really many. oh well.
anyway, we had a talk yesterday about personality developement. i think it was really helpful because i learned lots of things. the speaker, arlene (i forgot the last name) was really excellent. but i think it would be better if she was able to use her presentation.
since i didn't post anything about our malling last saturday, here is a short summary of the things we did.
there were 9 of us, madel, kris, kea, ate bea,
mai,
britt, kiesha, jean and me. while madel and i are on the van (on our way to RP), my mom said a little funny thing. the conversation went like this:
mom: "j-ann, sa loob lang kayo ng mall ah."
jae: "san naman kami pupunta?"
mom: "baka mamaya matripan niyo lumabas at maligo sa ulan." (saying it in a joking way)
jae: "aiiii!" (nakatingin kay madel)
mom: "'wag kayo maliligo, wala kayong towel, extra shirt at panligo!" (saying it again in a joking way)
(tawa kami)
i don't know how that idea came into her head. i really didn't even had the though of "ang sarap siguro maligo sa ulan!". and the crazy thing about it is that if we had towels, extra shirts and bath soaps, maybe she would allow us to go outside and play under the rain. haha!
anyway, so we arrived at RP. we were actually late because of the traffic. then we met them and bought some tickets (campus ghost stories), go down to buy some lunch and then go to the cinema again and watched the movie.
we were not able to start the movie because we were really late. i thing we weren't able to watch more than half the movie. it's really cool watching horror movies specially when you're with your friends. we were arranged in this way inside the cinema, jean, kiesha,
mai, jae, ate bea, kea, kris and madel. then ate bea switched places with kris because she's going to tell me something. after that, the horror part came and what's hilarious about it is that the only people who were shouting in our row (or in the whole cinema) is ate bea and kea. hahaha! because of that, kris transferred beside jean. so, next to me is kea. it was really quiet but suddenly another scary part came. i wasn't really surprised and i wasn't suppose to scream. but when kea screamed, i also did. i wasn't really surprised of what happened in the movie, i was only surprised of kea's scream. hahaha! so there. we were inside that cinema for a really short time. unluckily, we didn't have time to watch the start of the movie.
after that, we went to picture city to have our picture taken. here are the pictures:
we took a long time having these pictures taken. why?! because we were thinking of different backgrounds and different poses. well, ate bea spent money for those pics. so why not make the most out of it?! sayang naman kung simple lang. haha!
after our picture was taken, we proceeded to the cinema again to watch herbie:fullly loaded. the cinema was almost full so we had no choice but to stay on the front part. na-sita kami ng guard in the middle of the movie because we were resting our feet/legs on top of the unoccupied chairs in front of us. haha! but after that, we still can't help it but put our legs on top of those chairs. btw, we were also not able to start the movie. but still, we understood the story because i think we only missed not even half of the movie.
we went to the arcade after the movie and played air hockey. natalo ako ni ate bea ng 2 times. :( pero natalo ko c britt! :p haha! so there. we ate ice cream while we were in the arcade.
onti-onting nagaalisan ung mga peeps after that. first c
mai then c kea. we bought some foods in mcdo tas onting peechor2! then ate bea and kris left. after that, c jean. tas hinatid kaming 3 (ako, madel en
britt) ni kiesha (with her dad, of course) sa big r junction para sunduin kami ni daddy. i guess it was also fun when we were in big r because we were able to share lots of things. so my dad, tita let and clarice came to fetch us. binaba namin c madel sa may jollibee. tas binaba namin c britt sa house nila.
so there. it was really fun. i want to thank them because they really made my day. haha! i'm really looking forward on another malling with them again.
after the malling, there was a family gathering in greenland and sooobrang saya din. i really loved that day. :)
pahabol: here are pictures taken from ice monster with my busmates and some of the pics taken in RP.
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Friday, July 29, 2005
peetchoores
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
fantastic 4
yesterday, my family and i went to galle to go to my dentist and to watch cine. we were supposed to watch
Herbie-fully loaded but i said my friends and i are going to watch that next week. so we just watched
Fantastic 4.
the movie was really great! i could say its really worth every penny. the story was really great, the animation was awesome and the characters were really amazing.
i like the Human Torch. he's so cute and he is so funneh! hahaha! as i've said, the movie was really great. i was really amazed that they have powers and at the end of the movie, i wished i could have one. hahaha! so impossible.
if ever someone would grant me a power, i will choose the power of being a cupid. wahahaha! why?! para its easy to win. isang pana lang, hindi na evil ung kalaban. hahaha! tas friends pa kayo pagtapos. hahaha! labooo!
eh ikaw, what power would you want to have?!
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Friday, July 15, 2005
haiiii.
TGIF. haiii. today wasn't that special. meeting ate bea just makes it.
my foot hurts just because of the high heeled shoes that i wore during the mass. i like walking with high heels (together with the stockings) because i feel pretty much like an adolescent. wahaha! but its just that it makes my foot hurts. so there.
haiii. at last. i saw ate bea already. its really nice to see the person that you really missed. just like her. wahaha! anyway, too lazy to tell stories. waha!
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
hey.
it was really tiring today because of p.e. and the clubs yet its reeeally fun. i just looove this day. wahaha! it was really fun. i chose volleyball as my club though i passed in badminton. why? 'cause i think volleyball is more fun than badminton and i have many friends who are joining the club. we did so much exercises and it was so fun. i'm one of the leaders in one group and the group members are confused with what we're supposed to do because of us. wahaha! anyway, i still need to practice how to serve because i really don't know how. wahaha! anyway, i need to end this. ciao.
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
10 years later..
wow. after 10 years.. nyak! anyway, i promise to update my blog na at least twice a week. nyahaha! why twice only? that's because i'm busy doing some other things and sometimes i'm also lazy to tell stories.
anyway, grade seven is fine. actually, wala pa ko masyado naiiintindihan sa mga lessons namin. pero maiiintindihan ko rin ean. nyak! anyway, i'm a secretary of our class. yah, nag-run ako though i'm really not that comfortable with my section. gusto ko kasi sa section two. most of my close friends are there kasi. hahaha! ayoko yung pag-divide sa mga sections namin. like most of the sporty ones are in section 4 and most of the dancers are in section two. not like last year, even ung pag-divide. hahaha! i miiiiss 6-4 A LOT. i noticed something, the secretaries of all the sections are section four last year. here:
sec1- monique
sec2- bianca
sec3- me
sec4- jana
see?! anyway, i really treasure 6-4 2004-2005 so much! sooobrang saya ng mga tao. and of course, one of the reasons kung bakit ko love ang 6-4 kasi almost all of the members of tsookulets are there. c sheen lang wala. sayang! nyak! and also, sobrang close na kasi ng class na yon. we encoutered so much things, laughters and tears [?]. anyway, to all the 6-4 2004-2005, I MISS Y'ALL SO MUCH! :(
BTW, belated happy birthday
britt and happy birthday nikka! iloveyou guys!
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