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Monday, September 25, 2006

What's with my new template?
I've been planning to change my template for ages but I don't know what to replace it with so I went to Blogskins, planning to get a code and just edit it. But I suddenly felt lazy to edit it so I'll just stick to the original one. It's pretty neat naman eh.

Why this skin?
I want something neat and pleasing.

Why is there no tagboard?
I dunno. Haha! I just felt like not putting it. BUT you can comment on my entries or at least when you have something to tell me.

Soo anyway... Time for a good entry. I'm not feeling that good at the moment. I'm kind of confused about things, missing home, puzzled on what to wear on ate Astrid's birthday, etc... I've been crying again lately. Yea, I stopped weeping for some days and started again this week. I feel so homeless. Not in a literal way, of course. I'm fine here, we don't have a house like that of ours in Philipines but I'm pretty comfy in where were staying currently. I mean there's something missing, I'm longing for something and it's the spirit of home.

Some people here asks me if I miss Philly. Typical filipino answer: yes. But I really mean it. I miss everything. It may sound funny but I miss riding the jeep, eating kwek kwek, the heat of the sun, the taste of real BBQ (BBQ here is soo sweet), the malls, AA, etc...

But most especially, I miss the people I love. I actually start crying when I think of them. Aien told me that she feels incomplete without me. So just imagine how it would feel a hundred times of what she's feeling? That's how dreadful I'm feeling right now.

There are just 2 kinds of what I dream every night.
1. Anything about Philippines
2. Nothing

Yea, I dream about Philippines MOST OF THE NIGHT. I find it unusual. Who would dream about the same thing most of the night? And everytime I get up from my sleep, I feel kind of wretched. I'm not pleased about it. For me, it just makes me want to yearn more for it, it makes me want to go back instantly and it's heartbreaking knowing that I can't. Sad, eh?

I may sound funny and desperate, but I'm kind of serious about it,
I need your prayers. I feel kind of weak and I'm tired of feeling gloomy everyday.

Add colours to your life!!
11:50 PM
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