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Friday, June 16, 2006

I think I'm ready to leave. I'm not really sure why I said this, I just feel that I am. Perhaps its because school has started and I'm getting used to not being with my friends and relatives. I guess what I'm encountering now (not going to school) is a good way to help me adjust. But still, when I read my friends' blogs, I kind of feel poignant because I'm missing what they're doing. Oh well.

As days pass by, I'm getting sadder and sadder to the fact that malapit na ko umalis but I'm also getting more excited every day too see what New Zealand has in store for us. I try to think more positive now because I don't think that making myself sad and cry would help me. Wala narin naman akong magagawa. All I have to do is just accept it and adjust, right? So instead of thinking about those i-will-die-without-my-friends-and-relatives thoughts, iba na technology ngayon. I can always go online, right? I can chat with them, e-mail them, message them at fster, tag at their blog's cbox, and even text/call them. Instead of thinking that I never got the chance to feel what it is like to be a HS student in AA, at least I will feel how it is like to be a student in NZ and I will get the chance to wear a long sleeves+skirt+knee-high socks uniform. HAHA.

I remembered this lovely line from the movie A Walk to Remember, "I think God has a better plan for me than I have for myself". I so agree.

I feel lucky enought to be able to migrate 'cause there are lots of people here that has been fixing their papers for years and up to now, hindi pa sila nakakaalis. There are also some people who has professions na but needs to study nursing pa para maka-migrate. Doble hirap. Para lang makaalis dito gagawin nila lahat. Aii, nawala na yung sinasabi ko. Basta yun, good thing my mom finished nursing nung college pa tapos she started fixing the papers 2 years ago. After fixing the papers, nagapply pa siya for Canada and America. After that was NZ. Nauna ang NZ. So NZ na. AII. After two years pwede kami lumipat. 2 countries lang ang option: America and Australia. Ayoko sa America. Hahaha.

Okay, I need to stop posting na. Its veeeery long na.

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