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Sunday, July 31, 2005

hey!

hey! it's kinda boring here. haaay. i really have nothing to do but stay infront of the pc.

anyway, i would like to dedicate this post to someone dear to me.

first of all, i would like to apologize for what i/we did. first, for making you feel you are left out and for hurting you so much by the words we have said. i really never felt the things you told me. i really didn't feel that you cared so much for me. i felt that you really didn't care about my situation and my problems. but since you told me that you were, i have to believe you.

i'm sorry that we kept this feeling for a long time. its just that we are not that ready to tell you and we're also scared that we might hurt you so much.

don't ever say that we don't love you. we actually love and care for you. we value you so much because we have faced our challenges and problems with your help. we have learned so much from you. you were there for us when we needed you. you were our shoulder when we needed somebody to cry on. you are one of the persons who made us smile when we felt sadness. you added so much light into our life. that's why we love you. and that's why we need you. it won't be the same if you're gone.

i would just like to clear that we were never mad at you. we just felt unhappiness because we thought that you could do those things to us. and we admit, somehow, we were wrong.

for me, this is just a misunderstanding. for me, our friendship is not over yet. i would feel like i'm in hades if the whole friendship thing will be over. i will not give up, never. i will not let our happy moments just be memories of us. i am still looking forward of tons and tons of blissful moments of us.

i hope, after this problem, everything will be back to normal. i hope we could be as close as we were before. and hope this problem will not destroy even half of our friendship but to strengthen it.

so there. that's all i would like to say. ciao. :)

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