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2006-12-29T18:57:00.000-08:00

Just want to greet you all a late MERRY CHRISTMAS! :P Hehe! I'm just up to dance practices lately. We're having this competition next month and sinali lang ako nila ate Kaye. I'm really nervous, it's my first time to join a national competition. Woah! So yup, dance practice every Tuesday-Friday, 2-7pm, you have to know the dance, the timing, the beat of each song, do it hardout with facials. The next day?? My body hurts. Haha! Yup, but that's dancing, dun ako happy :D Haha! I can say (not to brag or anything) na mas maayos yung dance ko ngayon. OHH and I can also say that I know how to POP na!!! WOOYEH! Haha! POP and krump!! YAYAH! Haha! Well, I can't actually krump do it without jumping. Hehe! :P I'm not bragging or nething, I'm just happy and wanna share my happiness to everyone. XD

So yup, that's all my update for now. I'm really laaaazzy. :P

2006-12-10T17:13:00.000-08:00

Hey there.. :D Just finished watching "Abt Ur Luv".. Kiligs! Haha! Okay neway, I really wanna open up my feelings here in my "online journal". Hehe.

Okay, so here... There's this guy I like.. He likes somebody, Ohh oops, I mean LOVE. And I dunno he's always in my mind day and night. I dunno why. :'( It's so confusin. This actually happened before. Well always pag may crush ako. But this one...He loves somebody. Hypothetically thinking, I might be infatuated or in love with him. BUT can you love somebody who doesn't even love or like you back? It's just so stupid. And I'm lost. I even cried last night just because of this. Hahaha! I know I'm such a cry baby but I can't help it and I can't even tell my close friends about it. Why? 'Cause they know it's not right. They will just tell me it would be better to stop liking him. I know that, I really do but I can't just forget about him.

I'm really confuzzled. I need someone to talk to. :(

Oh my dear best friends, where are you when I need you?

2006-12-08T18:50:00.001-08:00

Hey hey! Oo0h wow, I posted again. Haha! So yup.. I'm just sitting in our living room, laptop on my legs, watching Disney Channel, AJ tryna annoy me, asking me to smell her stinky feet. :D

Soooo uhh.. I've got nothing good to write. My life is boring. :( It really is. :( Okay, enuff dramaqueen. Uhm.. It's our last week next week then it's our summer vacation na! Yayah! Oh and I had this whole week off! Haha lucky me. Well, I hope I really am. Haha. Uhm. Okayy I really don't know what to write. I'll just be back later. Bye for now.

2006-12-08T01:28:00.000-08:00

I'm finally back. Haha! Yep, then tomorrow I won't be posting again. Tsk! I don't know, laziness just attacks me. That's also the reason why I haven't posted some pictures in multiply. It's nearly our vacation naman na so I have time to fix my stuff.

As you can see, I've got a new skin! ..Which I got from blogskins again. I'm really lazy to work on my own skin so yea... I haven't actually finished it I still have to edit some parts.

Ok anyway, I've been sad lately. Actually I am sad everyday but now I have a new reason to be sad and that is... I miss having a lovelife. Haha! Honestly.. Grr. Some people know that I've had a lovelife when I got here. Well yup I did. So I liked him, he liked me. We were romantically happy until my feelings for him faded. Haha! Ang killer ko. Oh well. It wasn't my fault, it was my feelings. Haha! OKAAY. Focus. I don't know how or what happened but one night, he acted kinda weird, like cold. Then one of our friends posted a message on my bebo (like friendster) saying "ok ka lang ba sis?" after reading that somebody IM'ed me saying "bakit mo siya ginanon? kawawa naman sya" then he went offline. Then I asked one of my friends if she knew something about it then she told me that there was a rumour that I don't love him anymore and that I'm in love with someone else (sounds dramatic). And yeh, I was crying 'cause I was really confused, I didn't know what was happening.
Then the next day he texted me, he said something like "bakit di mo sinsabi may iba ka ng mahal? pinaasa mo lang ako sa wala." I replied "hindi ko sinabi kasi wala naman dapat sabihin" and we were telling each other stuff then his last message to me was "mahal mo pa ba ko?" then I answered "dunno pero yoko na." and yup that was it.

The reason why I said "ayoko na" is because I want to be lovelife-free again. And now I'm missing having one. (don't get me wrong, I miss having a lovelife, not the guy, I've moved on, we're friends. :D) Well my heart is longing for it, my mind doesn't.
I miss those fireworks kind of feeling inside when a guy says "iloveYOU" and when he hugs you and it makes you feel like there are no other things to worry about, like everything disappears and its just you and him and the kisses oh dang! they're fergalicious delicious!! HAHA EEWW JOKE LANG! :P

I have a crush naman ngayon BUT may mahal siya and I mean MAHAL. Like MAHAL na MAHAL. :'( Ouchh! Haha nah, all good. Who's fault is it to like him naman diba?

So yup. I know I'll be posting tomorrow. So have to go now! It's 1:27am na. And may school pa tomorrow but magaabsent ako. Yipeee! Haha! :P Ok, bye now. :D

2006-10-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Homesick. Melancholy. Sad. Lonesome. Lonely. Whatever you call it, that's exactly how I'm feeling at the moment. I never thought that it will take months to move on. I've been here for 4 months and I've only moved on for like 3%. I thought as soon as I get here and start studying and meet new people, I will be preoccupied and be contented. But no, it was a mistake. Just hearing the voice of my relatives from the phone and reading those "Happy Birthday" messages always leaves a tear from my eyes. That's how strong it affects me.

I don't like it here. It has nothing to do with the country or with the people here. It's just me, I don't belong here. I miss the after school days when as soon as I reach home, I just jump in my bed and think of how exhausting my day was and it makes me feel relieved cause I've got the ambiance of home and anytime you can think of a person, you will just feel fine 'cause you know that you can be with that person anytime. Here, it has always been tiring every single minute just thinking of how upseting it is to be in a place where you don't want to be.

It's tiring to feel that no matter how I can laugh and smile, there's still this nuisance that I can't remove out of me. I envy some of my friends who moved here when they were still 2 or 4. They didn't know what was happening until they grew up and found out they were originally from Philippines. It was nothing to them, they didn't have to move on. I have to. It was big for me. It affected me. It frightens me that I might have to move on again in the future.

Yesterday, my friends and I were talking about what might happen in the future. I was having a conversation with one of them then when I turned to my other friend, I heard her say "I want to see my friends grow up, not leave!" It was catchy. It was obvious that she's scared and that she knows what might happen in the future, just like me. I can see myself moving from different countries, trying what it would be like to live there but in my imagination, I always end up in Philippines. When people ask me what I want to be when I grow up, I can imagine myself studying in another country but still, I always end up succeeding in Philippines. It's quite weird though 'cause I'm here and I should be picturing my future here.

I want to go home. :'(

2006-10-11T17:42:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired from school. =( Anyway, I can't get over my 13th year. Since yesterday, memories of my 13th just came back to my head. It's sad though cause it just makes me miss Philly even more. =( The other night, I was praying to God before I slept, while I was praying and thanking God for my 13th, tears suddenly came out from my eyes. I'm not exaggerating, I'm just being honest. Pictures of memories came flashing in my head. Grad, batch outing, legacy, first ever misunderstanding namin ni Mai nung school fair, intrams (my first time to join a sport for intrams), 3 months without my mom, confirmation, migrating, etc... BIG AND MEMORABLE things happened in my life when I was 13. It wasn't all fun cause God really gave me so much challenges in that year. It was good though cause it made me more tough and strong.

Today, I'm not really feeling that good. I always feel like there's a *sigh* coming out of me once in a while. I know I'm not just pressured because of school, it's more about what I'm feeling at the moment. It's my first ever birthday that I didn't celebrate in Philly. It makes a HUGE difference. I don't mean the number of people who give me presents and how good the gifts I receive there. It's about I want to celebrate this day with people I love. I just want at least see those people personally. I feel so down right now knowing that I don't have the chance to be with them. ='(

2006-10-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me! Haha! I'm 14. Woah! I'm old mann. :( Neh, not that bad. Uhm.. Soo I'll just talk about my birthday...

Mom woke me up for school. She was the first person to greet me. Then it was AJ and Jas, John, Tito, Karizza, Kitchie, Mao, Denice, Manju, Ina, and some other friends, 9EN, Ms. Mckeown, ate Mariel, Princess, etc... Hahaha! There was this girl during lunch, I don't know her. She just said "Happy Birthday" out loud then when I looked at her, she was looking at me and she said it again. I was like, "Thanks" Hahaha! I wasn't sure how she knew it was my birthday. She was friendly though. Haha! Then during departure, Kara, Hannah, Kim, April greeted me. Then I walked home with Ken, Kitchie and John. Then it suddenly rained HARDOUT. Like signal no.1. Haha! I was soooo happy about it though it was so dang cold and I was blown over by the wind. I was happy because I know that its God's blessing to me. The raining was only like about 10 mins. then it stopped then it got hot. Haha! God just wanted to show some lurve. ;)

While I was walking home, there was this guy inside a familiar car. When I looked down to see the plate no., I noticed it was my dad. Haha! He's picking me up 'cause he got worried about me getting wet. Oh well, too late.

When I got home, mom was cooking and she told me that she'll invite the Gondas over (ate Kaye, Ken, Princess, etc...) It was my first night to drink Vodka. Haha! It tasted like juice and it was only 5% alcohol and it was fine. But after drinking, we were all red. Haha! The alcohol effect was funny thought we didn't feel anything.

Gifts:
*painting and letter from ate Kaye (its really good)
*box of letters and a small teddy from Hannah, Kim, Kara and April
*stuff toy and letter from Ken
*Small lamp thing from Princess
*Lipgloss and bracelet from Rochelle

2006-10-01T16:03:00.000-07:00

It was ate Tid's Sweet 16th yesterday. I went to Westfield to buy a top, earrings and gift. Then when we got home I ate and got dressed then went to Kitchie's house to catch a ride with her. So we left their house and went to Glen Eden. When we got there, there were a bunch of year 9 boys hanging outside. It was a bit awkward. Haha. So we got in and went to where our other friends were sitted. Then ate Tid asked us to help serve the foods and the utensils, so we did. Twas a bit fun. Haha. And then it was time to get food. When we sat on our table, we suddenly noticed that everyone has utensils except us. HAHA. So we served utensils but forgot about ourselves. Haha. Then we lined up but when we got there, we decided just to eat pasta so we went back because that pasta is already in our table. So we ate...

Time na for the 16 wishes. DAAAANG! Gosh, all of us got nervous 'cause we have to say our wishes for ate Tid infront of everyone. Then after an hour of 16 wishes, it was time to sing happy birthday for ate Tid.

After that, biglang nag lights out then louder music. WOOT! Time to daaaance. Yea. I got sooo high. Haha! But I didn't dance that much but we really want to but it would be embarrassing. Yea... It wasn't that long though, nag-end din agad. Daym! Haha!

Then Kitchie and I went home na. Kitchie dropped me off. Baiiit. :D Haha!
I got home at 12 somethin. Yea. :D

2006-09-27T21:49:00.000-07:00

Watch this! It's so cute and sad. :(

*For those who think this video might be scary, it's not. 100% PROMISE. Trust me ;)

2006-09-26T20:02:00.000-07:00

Gah! I'm tired..

I woke up at 11am, ate lunch, took a bath, left home. We went to Auckland city to go to this thing, it's called Kelly Tartlon's Antartic Encounter and Underwater World.

When we got inside, it suddenly smelled like the ocean. Haha! On the way inside, there were posters of freaky fishes and I hated it 'cause it was really freaky. Haha! Then a guy gave up a map so that we know which place to go (which is actually the use of maps). And then we had our family picture photo by this girl. There was a small glass there where you can see the penguins inside a small place with snow and water. It was like a small Antartica. That was my first time to see a real penguin. They're so cute. They're not that big though unlike the one I see in the TV. After that, we went to a place, it's like a big old ship and it's where 28 men lived ages ago for like weeks/months. I think its when they went to Antartica and it was veeeeery cold. The old ship was freaky though. Haha!

Anyway, we got to this place where there are fishes and stingrays. When I saw a stingray, the first thought that came into my mind was "You killed croc hunter. Tss." Haha. So there was also this thing where you can test how strong an octupus' tentacles can suck. Like you will press a button and try to pull the "tentacles". When I tried it, I can't even pull it, like it sucked the wall so hard. Haha! I never thought they're that strong.

Next to that sucking thing (haha) there was a big aquarium called "freaky fish". Inside it is a HUGE octopus. REALLY HUUUGE. Yea. It wasn't alive though but it's real, I think it is preserved or something.

After that we rode a thing. It's like a small bus. And guess whaaat, we went inside the mini-Antartica! Hahaha! Cool, eh? Yea, I saw the penguins swimming and doing some stuff. Gosh, they're cute. We also saw penguin chicks. They're hella big just like the others but different color and their eyes are closed.

Then we went to a circular tank. Uhm it's like a hall way and instead of walls, there are aquariums and you can see the fishes swimming. Hehe sorry, can't explain. Nyway, there were fishes, sting rays and sharks. Not the big ones, just small and not that scary. Dang! Hahaha!

After that, there's a place with different aquariums with different kinds of sea creatures. It was good. Haha!

Then after that is a souvenir shop. I was dissapointed. It's because I didn't saw sharks. Like the tiger shark, hammerhead, etc. I want to see those big and scary ones. Dang! Oh well. Maybe because it's not safe to have sharks there. TSS.

Anyway, so yea. We left the place and went to a nearby play ground but we didn't stay that long 'cause there were so many kids so we just went back to Henderson, and went to the playground near the circus thing. Our parents left us there and bought foods. We stayed in the playground for like, 30 mins.-1 hour. Hahaha! Nag-swing lang ako. Then AT LAST, mom and dad arrived with Hell pizza and Mcdo. GRABE. Dami ko nakain. Hahaha! I was tired kasi.

I think I'll be sleeping early tonight because my head is aching and I'm really tired.

2006-09-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

What's with my new template?
I've been planning to change my template for ages but I don't know what to replace it with so I went to Blogskins, planning to get a code and just edit it. But I suddenly felt lazy to edit it so I'll just stick to the original one. It's pretty neat naman eh.

Why this skin?
I want something neat and pleasing.

Why is there no tagboard?
I dunno. Haha! I just felt like not putting it. BUT you can comment on my entries or at least when you have something to tell me.

Soo anyway... Time for a good entry. I'm not feeling that good at the moment. I'm kind of confused about things, missing home, puzzled on what to wear on ate Astrid's birthday, etc... I've been crying again lately. Yea, I stopped weeping for some days and started again this week. I feel so homeless. Not in a literal way, of course. I'm fine here, we don't have a house like that of ours in Philipines but I'm pretty comfy in where were staying currently. I mean there's something missing, I'm longing for something and it's the spirit of home.

Some people here asks me if I miss Philly. Typical filipino answer: yes. But I really mean it. I miss everything. It may sound funny but I miss riding the jeep, eating kwek kwek, the heat of the sun, the taste of real BBQ (BBQ here is soo sweet), the malls, AA, etc...

But most especially, I miss the people I love. I actually start crying when I think of them. Aien told me that she feels incomplete without me. So just imagine how it would feel a hundred times of what she's feeling? That's how dreadful I'm feeling right now.

There are just 2 kinds of what I dream every night.
1. Anything about Philippines
2. Nothing

Yea, I dream about Philippines MOST OF THE NIGHT. I find it unusual. Who would dream about the same thing most of the night? And everytime I get up from my sleep, I feel kind of wretched. I'm not pleased about it. For me, it just makes me want to yearn more for it, it makes me want to go back instantly and it's heartbreaking knowing that I can't. Sad, eh?

I may sound funny and desperate, but I'm kind of serious about it,
I need your prayers. I feel kind of weak and I'm tired of feeling gloomy everyday.

2006-09-22T18:48:00.000-07:00

It's the last day of term 3 todaaay! Haha! Holiez naaa! Woo! 2 weeks na walang pasok. Oh yea! But I better be ready for the exams. Tss. I have to do some much work aye. Oooh I don't have to worry about that now, the first day of the holliez has not even started yet. Haha! So enjoooy muna. Partaaay! Haha! Anyway, I gotta go now.

>>Pictures in my multiply

2006-09-22T18:39:00.000-07:00

Bored...

Full Name: Julie Ann Samson
Nickname: J-ann or Jae
Single or Taken: Single
Gender: Girl
Birthday: Oct. 10, '92
Sign: Libra
Siblings: lil bro, lil sis
Eye colour: Dark brown (nobody has black eyes)
Height: I dunno. :P
What are you wearing right now: Big shirt and jogging pants
Righty or lefty: Righty
--------------------Relationships--------------------
Who are your mates: Heapsss
Do you have a bf or gf?: Single...
--------------------Fashion Stuff--------------------
Your fave place to shop: heapss
Do you have any tattoos or piercings: Tattoo: back. Piercings: 2 in each ear and in my belly. HAHA. jokee. for real: no tattoo. Piercings: 1 in each ear
-----------------------------------------------------------------My Faves:
Colour: pink.brown.green.white.orange.black.red.light blue.
Number: o8.
Boys Names that u like: Hmmm... I dunno. Haha
Girls Names that u like: Dunno too.
Subject in school: PE
Animal: Zebra. HAHA joke. Uhm.. dogs? Not the big and scary ones.
Drink: Wateeer. Fruit shakes.
Food: Sweets, meats HAHA
Months: January, October, December
Song: Heaaaps
Movie: Teen movies and romantic ones. Haha
Juice: Uhh.. Depends.
Finger: Finger? The middle one. HAHA joke. What kinda question is this?
Breakfast: I don't like breakfast.
Cologne/Perfume: Heaps but I use Cool and Charm at the moment.
Favorite cartoon character: Garfield and Taz
------------------Ever.....-------------------
Given anyone a bath: My siblings? hahaha!
Bungee Jumped: Nope. I want to but I have fear of heights and I cant conquer my fear. Haha!
Made yourself throw-up: Can't remember
been skinny dipping: Nah. Wanna try it though. HAHA
Been in the opposite sex's washroom: Nah.
Eaten a dog biscuit: Nah. eeew! Haha
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: Nah. That would hurt! Haha!
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Haha! Uhmm.. Not sure.
Broken a bone: Nah.
Been in a physical fight: Nah.
Been in a police car: Nah.
Came close to dying: Nah.
Been in a sauna: Yea.
Been in a hot tub: Yea.
The ocean: Of course.
Fallen asleep in school: Yea.
Ran away? Nah.
Broken someone's heart: Yea. Haha. Shaaaame.
Cried when someone died: Yea. When my hamster died. HAHA jokes.
Flashed someone: Nah.
Fell off your chair: Yea.
Sat in the phone all night: Uhm. I think so.
Saved MSN conversations: Nah.
Saved e-mails?: Yea.
Fallen for your best friend?: Nah.
Been cheated on?: I don't think so.
---------------------------------------First thing that comes to mind--------------------
Red: Rose
Autumn: Leaves
Greenland: Place sa Philly. Haha!
-----------what is....-----------
Your good luck charm: My thumb ring. Haha!
What’s your room like: Its white and brown. Haha!
last thing you said: Close the door
What is beside you: Mirror
Last thing you ate: Jelly tub.
What kind of shampoo do you use? Garnier Fructis
Something bad that has happened to you this year: Heaps.
-------------------Have You Ever--------------------
Had Chicken pox: Nah.
Had a sore throat: Yea.
Believed in love at first sight? Uhm. Not sure. I actually don't but when I watched Romeo and Juliet, I kind of still thinking about it... ahaha
-----------------Other Stuff----------------
Like picnics: Ok lang.
Like school: Uhm. Ok lang.
What schools have you gone 2? FGLC, AA, St. Dom's
Loved anyone: I think so. Haha!
Would you eat a live hamster: WAAAA! NOO!
Would you go to a Hanson concert if you had a free ticket: Yea. Sayang ticket eh.
If you were stuck on an island what would you bring: My lip gloss. HAHA joke. Uhm. Maybe heeeaps of food to survive. But wait, you can't go back to bring something if you're stuck on an island. Haha. Kung ano yung dala mo, edi yun lang. Haha Ok. NVM. Haha
If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: If I really need to, I will.
Who Was the last person you touched: Goshness. Haha si AJ yata. But not in a sick way okaaaay?! Haha
Who was the last person you massaged? Nobody! Haha
Who was the last person you kissed?: Daddy. Hehe
Who was the last person you yelled at? Can't remeber. Haha
Who was the last person who broke your heart: It's none of your business. HAHA joke. Uhm... NVM.
Who was the last person who told you they love you: Daddy. HAHAHAHAHA!
Who is your loudest friend? Hmmm.. Let's see... All my friends are loud! Haha!
---------------------
Do you like filling these out: Yea.
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Nah.
Do you like yourself: Sometimes. Haha
Do you get along with your family: Yea.
Do you do drugs: Nope.
Have piercings below the waist: Nah. Haha!
Stolen anything over $50: I don't steal.
Obsessive?: Nah.
Anorexic?: Nah.
Depressed?: Nah.
Suicidal?: Nah.
--------------------Final questions---------------------
What are you listening to right now: Silence.
How many buddies are on your list? Not sure.
What did you do yesterday? Went to school.
Hated someone in your family? Nah.
Do you wanna get married?: Yea. But not now of course! Haha
If you could change anything about yourself: heaps. Hahahaha
How many remote controls are in your house? Not sure.
Are you double jointed: Nope, don't think so.
What do you dream about?: Philly.
Last time you showered? This morning.
Last time you took a bath: This morning.
The last movie you saw at the theatres: Garfield 2. Its really cute aye!!
Milk or white chocolate: Milk.
Root beer or Dr.Pepper: Neither.
mud or Jell-O wrestling: Neither.
Vanilla or chocolate Ice cream: Both. Haha
Summer or winter: Summer.
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl: Diamonds
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
sprite or 7up: Sprite?
Pants or shorts: Both.
Orange juice or apple juice: Orange
Cats or dogs: Dogs
tea or coffee: Coffee
Phone or in person: Person
Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: Oldest. Daaang! Haha!
Time taken: Not sure. Haha!

2006-09-17T21:08:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for ages. It was because I thought nobody ever read my entries. But now I know at least one visits my blog. Hi Madel! Haha! Anyway, I'll just share things that happened to me this week.

Monday- normal school day. We played dodge ball during PE. It was fun! Haha!

Tuesday- normal school day again. We went to "The Girlz Night Out" in school. It was a bit boring but we just entertained ourselves by being posurrz. (Pictures in my Multiply)

Wednesday- no classes. Yea! Mom, dad and I went to the mall to watch DOA. It was such a KEEEWL movie! I really liked it. Then I went to Princess' house. Then we went to Kara's but she wasn't there so we went to Kim's. Picture-picture lang with Kara, Hannah and Kim. Haha. Ang saya! Then I went home.

Thursday- We performed infront of the year 7s. Our group was chosen kasi. It was successful naman. Haha!

Friday- I did Princess' friendship book. Grabe, nakakabobo. Haha! Yung room ko sobrang daming kalat just because of that book. I slept at 12 midnight para lang dun tapos hindi ko pa natapos. TSS.

Saturday- I continued working on Princess' friendship book. I reaally worked hard for it but I think it's not that creative as I want it to be. Haha!

Today- We went to the mall again but with Jas and AJ this time. We watched Garfield 2. Cute talaga niya! But I like DOA more. Then I studied for our Spanish test, did our homework in Spanish din, memorized my English monologue, re-write my notes in Social Studies and in RE. HAAY. I think ngayon ko lang naexperience 'to, doing lots of stuff for school. Hindi naman kasi kami masyado busy.

This is our last week of school! Woooo! Next week holiez na. 2 weeks na walang school! Oh yea! Haha! But the week after that, we have exams. But I still dunno if I have to take it. 'Coz if I will, I have to study all the things they studied at the beginning of the year. And I can't do that.

I better go now. I still need to do our Social Studies project. Grr. Soo... Bye bye.

2006-08-29T21:52:00.000-07:00

Despidida pictures. It took the whole day for me to upload all those pics.

2006-08-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

I didn't go to school today. Tinatamad kasi ako. Nagkaparty yung dad nila ate Kaye yesterday tapos 1am na kami nakauwi. Actually, plan namin ni Kara na 'wag pumasok. Pero di ko lang alam kung pumasok siya or hindi. Bored ako ngayon sa bahay. So tama bang hindi ako pumasok? Haha! Oh well. At least makakapagrest ako. Kaninang madaling araw akala ko may sakit na ko kasi sobrang pagod talaga ko. Tss! So update lang. Need to go! Bye.

2006-08-22T16:07:00.000-07:00

I hope this will be a good entry.

I went to school na. It was TERRIBLE! Haha! Kidding. It was fine. I have many friends now. Yipee! The subjects are fine. I like Maths (I know you won't believe me but trust me, Maths here is easier and they call it with 's' too.), PE and Drama. I've never liked acting before but I feel like confident enough to act here. I'm not in school today because it is our mid-term break, no school for 2 days. I'm lucky. Haha! Just had my first week in school then no classes agad. Hihi. Guess what? I walk going home! Well, not really home but in the Gonda family's house. That's where my dad pick me up. Happy! 'Cause I walk with Princess/ate Kaye and her friends then I have time to chit chat with them and Kara pa. Uhm saya pa kasi onti lang homeworks dito and the tests are easy.

I can't wait to put the pictures in my Multiply! Hindi pa kasi masyado ayos yung PC eh. Kainiiiis! Ang dami na nun! Despedida+Plane pics+NZ arrival+Auckland city. TSS! It'll be hard for me. Boohoo!

I need to go now, just updated this blog. Bye bye!

2006-08-12T13:20:00.000-07:00

I had my interview last week. I think there were just 2 questions asked, "What are your fave subjects?" and "Do you have any questions?" In the first question I answered PE and Science. It's not true. I don't have any fave subject. If I wanted to be honest I would've answered recess and lunch. In the second, I answered simply, "none so far". Then after my interview there were lots of question running in my mind. Nice. Uhm, the next day we went to Auckland city to buy my uniforms. The 30k uniforms. Tss. The uniforms were lose. It was supposed to be lose. I'll show the uniforms next time. After that I bought the notebooks and stuffs. Wala pa akong shoes. Here, it is required to have laces in your shoes. I have never imagined myself wearing that kind of shoes. Mamaya siguro bibili kami. Dapat lang. Haha. Or else I will go to school tomorrow wearin my rubbershoes. ;p

I have new friends! Kara, Kim and Hannah. They're all nice. They're in year 10 though. I'm in year 9. But I want to hang out with them during breaks but I'm scared. They might think I'm so FC. Oh well. :s

Ate Kaye told me that I'm a bit different compared to the other students in year 9. I look and I think more matured daw. I dunno if that's good or bad.

What else? We already moved to our new house last Friday. The furnitures are great specially the TV. Love it! Don't ask me how spacious it is, how the outside looks and the bathroom. Haha!

Uhm. I'll be going to school tomorrow. I'M NERVOUS.

Please pray 1 decade of the rosary for me. :s

Have to go now. Bye bye. :)

2006-08-04T21:28:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday shitster Arisse! Ahylabyoo! Mwa! :*

2006-08-02T18:23:00.000-07:00

Waaa! Hindi ako masyado makapost right now. Ang hectic ng sched ko! Daming photoshoots. Haha. Joke. Lagi kasi kami umaalis to buy things saka pasyal na rin at the same time. Ayun. Saka lumipat kami ng house, e gamit namin dial-up lang dito baka may tumawag sakanila tapos di makakatawag dahil nagnenet kami. ANYWAAAAY. Nagmamadali ako ngayon. Update lang, next week baka magaral na ko sa St. Dominic. May friend na ako dun, kasama ko siya dito sa house, si ate Kay. Tinuturuan din niya ko magdrums. Ayun laaaang. Pinapalayas na ko ni daaddy. Babaaaay!

2006-07-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ayan na, maguupdate na ko. Wala ako masyado time kasi naghahanap pa kami ng house, ayaw na namin maki-tira. Haha. Feeling ko ang bilis ng time dito. Tapos mas mabilis gumalaw yung clouds kesa sa Phil. Haha. Weird ko.

Anyway, it is fine here. Pero gusto ko na umuwiiiii. Sunduin niyo ko ditoooo! Ayoko na. Everynight napapanaginipan ko friends and family ko. Last night si Tiz. TIIIIIIZIANAAA. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Mangiyak-iyak ako paggising ko. Haay haay. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH. Ayoko na dito! Maganda nga dito pero lagi nalang ako nadedepress. Hindi ko pa mailabas kasi sino pupuntuhan ko, diba? :'(

Yung bahay namin, I MISS YOU. :( Yung room ko, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. Ayoko naaaa. Ang hirap. :'( Sana bukas, 2 years na kami dito. Kainiiiis.

Yung pictures nga pala ipopost ko na lang pag may PC na kami. Laptop lang gamit ko ngayon eh. So hindi pa ko makagamit ng matagal kasi kailangan chinacharge 'to eh mahal kuryente dito. Hindi pa namin 'to bahay. So ayun.

WHHHHYYY? WHY US? WHY ME?

:'(

BTW, yung time ng pagpost ko, time dito. We're 4 hours advanced. Need to go. Bye.

2006-07-25T17:00:00.000-07:00

I'm already here in NZ. It's 5pm here, maybe it's 12 or 1pm in Phil. Haha. I arrived yesterday, before lunch. It's beautiful and cold here. Haha. Okay, I'll update later. Bye. :D

2006-07-23T22:56:00.000-07:00

We'll be leaving tomorrow. :( Shit.

Anyway, I'll share first the things that happened yesterday, during my despedida.

Mai, Kiesh, Aien and Jean told me that they will arrive at 3pm. I was waiting for them. Then after I used my computer, dad told me to go to the 3rd floor to accompany him. So I did. When I came up, he wasn't there and I heard a song playing in our mini-theatre. I tried to open the door to see what he's up to. But when I tried to open, it was locked. So I went down. Then I heard that someone from the inside of the mini-theatre opened the door. So I went up again to open it. Theeeeen surprisingly, my 4 best friends were there to surprise me. Sweeeeet. I was so touched and I wanted to cry but I don't want. Haha. Si Jean pa nga yung umiyak. Hihi. Then they made a slideshow for me. I love it. Thanks, guys! Then there was also a cake and a letter. Sarap nung cake! Haha.

Anyway, Kris arrived. Gusto daw niya magtago sa isang kwarto, ayaw pa daw niya magpakita. So tinago ko siya sa room ni Jas. Tas lumabas nalang siya nung gabi.

Tapos dumating na yung ibang tao, si Jana, Bea, Iana, Britt. Si Iana and Britt lang umuwi. Kainis, hindi kayo nagovernight. Hmph.

Ayun, natulog kami mga 3 yata. Puro bastos na movie yung pinanood namin. Haha. Tapos umaga na. 8 yata kami nagising. Nanuod ng bastos na movie ulit. Tapos kumain ng brunch. Tapos naligo. Tas nagalisan na yung iba. Dumating din si Arisse and si Nice. Thanks. ;) Tapooos ewan ko na kung ano mga ginawa namin. Basta thank you so much guys, I really had a fun time!

Ang dami naming pictures galing sa MacBook ni Mai. HERE Hindi ko na nilagay sa Multiply ko. Meron din yata sa Multiply ni Jana.

Anyway, we're going to leave tomorrow. I'm excited and scared. Umiyak ako kanina and so far, yun yung pinaka grabe kong iyak. Tipong I can't breathe na. Haha. Saka ang exposed, nandun mga lola ko pati tita ko tas iyak ako ng iyak. Oh well. They can understand me naman.

Sana mahatid ako nila Mai bukas. Haay.

BTW, hindi ko pa nakakausap si Tiziana. Yak, if ever binabasa mo 'to, ang tagal na kitang gustong kausapin pero hindi kita makausap. Aii. Anyway, I'm going to miss you. Ingat ka lagi. Loveyoubeb.

Pati sa mga taong hindi ko nakausap, ingat kayo lagi and love y'all.

Please pray for me and my family to have a safe trip tomorrow. I promise, as soon as I arrive there, magoonline ako agad and I'll also update this blog. Woo, I'm scared, I'm afraid of heights. Haha. Kidding, I'm scared 'cause I don't want to leave you, my dearest friends.

Please also pray for me na sana hindi ako masyado malungkot pagandun na ako. Pagpray niyo na sana maging ok lang lahat. Pleeease.

I love you everyone and take care, I'm going to miss you all. :*

:'(

2006-07-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

Monday na kami aalis.

2006-07-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

It's June 16 today, that means the day of our flight is coming near. But I still don't know when is that. I just feel 'cause I have hope. Okaaay.

We went to SM earlier. We bought things that we need for NZ. The mall was full of people. Nakakainis. Hindi ko pa napanuod yung Love Spell. Eurr. HAHAHA.

BTW, there's a new owner of my cabinet. It's my tita. Haha. My cabinet's now empty so she placed her clothes inside it. Now, where'd my clothes go? They're all scattered in the sofa in our family area, mixed with the clothes of dad, AJ and Jas. So just imagine how messy our family area is. That's why we don't entertain visitors for now. And if ever there is, they should be staying in our living room ONLY. Our house is really messy right now 'cause were already packing. And tinitimbang namin yung mga dadalin namin. Hehe.

I have looovely coats! Haha. But I still want the coats of Neela (Nathalie Kelley) in Tokyo Drift. They're lovlier. Okay.

It's getting late, I have to go. Bye.

2006-07-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

I already have a PW protected blog. Oh yeah! Oh yeah! Hahahaha. Thanks to Camla.

So now, I can put EVERYTHING that I feel like writing in that blog.

I will give the PW and the URL to selected people only. That is a top-secret blog. Hahaha. As if.

Anyway, gotta bounce. Ciao.

2006-07-14T11:03:00.000-07:00

ANG BILIS NG ARAW.

Next week is going to be the second to the last week of July. That only means na malapit narin akong umalis, diba? I'm so excited! Gusto ko na ma-experience ulit sumakay ng plane and this time, may cam na ko para picturan yung clouds. Tapos excited na rin ako makita si mommy and ang NZ. Woot! BUUUUUUT. I'm also scared, of course. 'Yoko iwan ang minamahal kong bansa at mga kaibigan at kapamilya ko. Nyeh.

ANG BILIIIIIS TALAGA NG ARAW. Pano kung next week na ko aalis? Diba? Dibaaaa?

I feel so unaccomplished. Aii. Parang sa sobrang bilis ng araw feeling ko wala pa kong masyadong nagagawang maganda dito. Okay. Siguro naman meron, diba? Kahit isa? But now I feel like I only had a vacation here. Parang di ako makapaniwala na I'll be leaving my hometown soon and I'll be living in another country.

I want to spend my remaining days (hindi pa ko mamamatay. haha) with the people I love. The thing is, my friends/cousins have school, some of my relatives are in the province.

Inaaliw ko na lang sarili ko sa pagpack ng things namin and sa pagbibili ng mga coats. Haha.

Anyway, pupunta sana ako ewood tom. With Dani and friends. Pero di tuloy. MEEEEHN.

2006-07-12T22:46:00.000-07:00

Miko IMed me earlier. She saw daw someone in Tinypic. And she looks like me. Here:

Eurr. Creepy niya. Pero edited eh. Naccreepyihan ako. AII.

Bumabagyo sa labas. Umuulan din sa room ko. Haha. May problema ang aking bubong. And since its like that, I'm planning to move to another room. And there's only 2 rooms available. Jaspher's and AJ's. I'm planning to transfer to Jas' 'cause its bigger. Woot! Hahaha! The thing is, my cabinet will be left in my room. Ayoko ng ganun! Haha. Tamad. Bwiset na bubong. ''

I have to go now, somebody's going to use the comp. Babay.

2006-07-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday John!

Happy Birthday Nikka!

Ingat kayo. Waha. As if mababasa nila 'to.

2006-07-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

Tagal ko ng di nagupdate. Sorry. I was so buuusy. Hahaha. Kidding. The truth is, I wasn't updating because I don't have stories to tell. My days go like this:

Wake up, go to the bathroom and do my morning routines, go back to my room and fix the bed, turn off the aircon, go downstairs, drink Choco Fudge in our living room, go to lola's house to eat lunch, go back to our house, use the comp., watch TV/dvd, take a bath, bla bla, eat dinner, surf the net, go to sleep.

Everyday it's like that. I don't find it soooo boring but I'm so used to doing those like there's nothing new that happens. There's no special thing to blog about.

I'm trying to create a new skin. I want to change it baaadly. Hindi na ko makatiis. So I'm working on it.

I think I have to sleep now. Mommy's asking me to wake up early tomorrow so that she can chat with me and show me my uniform wich is so expensive. How much? 30k. Sobraaaa. Haha. Wool kasi yung gamit eh. Tapos may pangloob pa.

Okay. So I'll go now.

Wait.

Belated happy birthday my darling (may "my" pa talaga eh). Love you and miss you.

2006-07-06T18:27:00.000-07:00

I have my retainers now! It's annoying. Haha.

We watched The Fast and the Furious (Tokyo Drift). It was awesome. Parang gusto ko tuloy magkaroon ng kotse. Gusto ko naman talaga. Haha. Yung mga cars na sobrang ganda na dito, ang papangit pa dun.

Any, kukunin na daddy yung clearance ng medical namin. Owyes, tapos na yung medicaaaal. Woot!

Uhh. Yung boxes nakaalis na kaninang umaga. Nagcommute lang sila. WEH. Corny.

Sige na, wala ako makwento. Haha.

2006-07-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

I had my urinalysis earlier. We spent only 10-15 mins. inside the clinic. Then we ate merienda in KFC, just inside the parking lot. Then went home.

We packed again a while ago. (Nagpapack kami ng mga gamit na papadala na sa NZ. Its called shipping. Why? 'Cause they will bring the boxes there by ship. It will take one month for the boxes to get there.) It was really tiring, but I enjoyed it. Haha. My room's now half empty. Ayoko kasi magdala ng marami pagaalis na kami. Gusto ko 1 lang maleta ko. Kasi alam ko din na sila AJ ang daming dadalin so mas okay na yung at least ako onti lang. Yung cabinet ko din halos kalahati na lang ng mga damit ko yung nasa loob. And I only have 3 rubber shoes and 4 slippers left. Tapos sabi pa ni daddy, aayusin na niya yung isang box na dadalin namin pag-alis namin. Edi siyempre nandun yung mga damit namin. Sabi niya, magiwan na lang daw ako ng mga 2 pairs ng pang-alis. WAAAA. So paulit-ulit lang susuotin ko diba? Hahaha. Hindi ko kaya yun. After gamitin, laba agad. Okaaay?

Any, tomorrow I'll be going to my dentist to get my retainers. Oh yes!

Its 12am na pala. So I'll be going to my dentist later. Haha. I have to sleep na.

Bye.

2006-07-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

I don't like this day. Not that I really hate it but today wasn't that nice. The feeling wasn't nice. (Huh?) I'll tell you how my day started.

I was awakened by the sunlight outside my window. I tried to sleep again but I couldn't anymore. So I got up from my bed and went straight to the bathroom. Then I went to the kitchen, grabbed some cereals then went to our living room, my fave area in the house. It's so quiet there and I love the green light reflection caused by the room of the indoor plants and I also love watching the fishes inside the aquarium. I wanted to be alone that time and I don't want to hear any sound. So I stayed there until lunch time.

After lunch, I sat down infront of the computer and surfed the net. My head started aching caused by the heat so I turned on the aircon. After like 20 mins., my head's still hurting so I drank medicine. After minutes, my head is still aching. So I stopped using the computer and lay down on my bed. After some minutes, my head was still hurting so I got up and took a bath. I stayed in the bathroom for like 30 mins. Thoughts were running inside my head. Then after dressing up, I lay in my bed again. Watched Bounce but I didn't finish it 'cause I'm planning to sleep. So I tried. But I can't. So I didn't. I waited for hours and hours and finally, my head's not aching anymore.

Then we ate dinner. Blah blah blah. And now, I'm here infront of the computer, writing an entry. It's not obvious, isn't it?

I was in sentimental mode the whole day. Like there's a certain thing that I should think of but up to now, I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Too bad, 3 pa naman ngayon. I should be happy.

Anyway, tomorrow we are going to Makati again to have my urinalysis. If my urinalysis will be fine, then we'll have our clearance for our medical. Then after that, maybe dad and mom will fix some papers then we're off to NZ. I'm excited but I'm also not.

I'll go now. Dad said I have to wake up early tomorrow 'cause I have to eat breakfast and there's lots of water drinking to do. Yea, that's how we value our medical. Why? First, it's so expensive and second, we'll have to wait for 10 days pa to be examined again.

So, have to go now. Take care everyone.

2006-07-03T13:42:00.000-07:00

I'm planning to change my layout again. I have like 3 ideas in my mind. Pero sayang 'tong ginawa ko. Aii. Guess I have to be patient. Mga 2 weeks pa.

2006-07-02T06:14:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking, how if in the future, I will be someone that I never thought that I would be. I mean, I want to be a photographer/model/fashion or interior designer/chef but what if in the future I'll be like a boxer or a tennis player or an architect or a teacher or an actress or a manager? Hahaha. I can't imagine myself being like those.

Wala lang, I just wondered, will the things that I want to be now last forever or are those just what I want now and one day it will all change and I'll ask myself why I want to be like those before and suddenly now, I'm somebody else. [?]

Don't you feel that also? Like now you want to be like Avril Lavigne or somebody who like rock and who's so gothic but in the future you'll turn like Sharpay from High School Musical or London from Zack and Cody who's so girly and fashionable and suddenly you'll listen to pop songs from listening to alternative.

I'm weird. Forget what I said. Haha.

I need to go. Just shared the thought that entered my head earlier.

Good night.

2006-06-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

Is there something different?

Aii. Yup, metal-mouth no more. Pero hindi ako sanay. Parang gusto ko pa magbraces. Kasi naman 1 year and 2 months lang ako nagkaron ng braces. Sobrang sandali lang. Oh well.
The first food that I ate without braces was popcorn. We watched Superman. He's so adorable. I love him. Hahahaha. Ang cute nyaaaa. In love na pala.

Eurr. Still can't believe that I don't have braces anymore and still can't believe that I had braces. Labooo. Nung bata kasi ako gusto ko magbraces. Gusto ko maexperience. Tapos ngayon, tapos na. Meeeehn. BTW, may ginawang procedure sakin kanina. Its called Gengi something. Haha. Kasi yung 3 kong teeth maliit tignan. So kailangan pantayin sa ibang ngipin. Pano? Babawasan yung gums. I was so scared at first. Why? Kasi yung injection pang anesthesia (pero ang daming beses ko na naiinjectionan) saka yung pagttrim ng gilagid. Waaa. Nung inenjectionan ako, okay lang. Labo. I mean, masakit pero okay lang. Nyay. Tapoooos. Edi ready na ko. Pumikit na ko. Tapos yung kamay ni dra. lumalapit na sa teeth ko. Tapooos...

Wala lang. Dumilat ako. Tapos wala akong paki. Hindi ko man lang alam na hinihiwa yung gilagid ko tapos nagdudugo. Tapos masakit. Okaaaay. Pasuspense effect pa, wala lang naman. Haha.
Ayun. Sabi ni dra. kay daddy bilan daw niya ko ng ice cream para di magdugo ng magdugo. Binilan ako ni daddy. Yey! Aii. Parang batang binunutan ng ngipin.

After that, we watched Superman. Then ate dinner. Then went home.

Such a tiring day. I better go now. Bye.

2006-06-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

Woo. Finaaally. I finished editing my template. I dunno why it was so hard for me to finish it. Uhh. Maybe because I didn't use any html. I mean I used my older skin and tried making it to like this. Then I gave up and I used my older, older, older skin and I just edited it. Okay, labo.

Anyway, this isn't really the background image. Empty yung sa left, right? May image dapat yan eh. I just didn't like it so much so I'm going to change the bg and edit it in my template some other day.

BTW, some of the songs in the mp3 player in the extras isn't complete. I will upload it AGAIN (which takes hours and hours before it uploads completely). Also, the "exits" in the link portion isn't finished yet. So I'm going to edit that some other day. What else? I think that's it. Woo, I'm tired! Actually, this look isn't what I really planned for my blog. I was suppose to make it like Hilary's website with the Macromedia Flash eklat. Eh gusto ko na maiba yung template ng blog ko kasi baka abutin ako ng 1 month bago matutunan yung whole Macromedia. But I can say that its easy. Easier than the Adobe After Effects. But Adobe After Effects is easy too, its like using Vegas and Macromedia is like using Adobe. Haha.

Okay, I'm tired naa. I better get some rest. So, babay.

2006-06-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Jas!ü

2006-06-29T03:54:00.000-07:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

2006-06-28T13:37:00.000-07:00

Can't finish the skin.

2006-06-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

Mai and Kiesh were here yesterday. Yep, 2 lang sila. Hindi natuloy si Aien kasi umulan. Si Jean dapat susunod pero hindi ko na alam nangyari. Sad sad. Hindi nanaman kami kumpleto. Nagdress-up kami ni Kiesha. Itsura namin. Haha. Pang-FHM yung sakanya. Tapos naginternet din kami. Tapos kumain. Pumunta din kami sa Big R kasi dun susunduin si Kiesha. Tapos, naglaro kami ng Memory Game. Ang sayaaaa. Waha. Nanuod din kami ni Mai ng Spiderman sa HBO. Haha. Ayun lang. Umuwi si Mai mga 9pm.

Nag-usap kami ni Dani last night. Miiiss ko na siya.

Excited na ko manuod ng High School Musicaaal! Ito yung current countdown sa Disney: 09:16:42 Hihi. Excitiiing!

So yun. Boring ng buhay. Hahaha. Tagal kong hindi nakapag-update. Oh well. So.. Alis na ko.

haay haay

2006-06-22T19:24:00.000-07:00

Nakakatamad magpost. Aii. Okay, punta ako ulit sa school bukas. Tapos baka sa Sat. din. Tapos gusto ko pumunta sila Mai dito. Bonding kaming 5. Weh.

Gumagawa ako ng bagong skin ngayon pero hindi ko pa alam kung itutuloy ko. Nye.

Okay, so yun lang. Nakakatamad talaga.

2006-06-18T11:38:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, internet at last. Kwento kwento.

Saturday, June 17, 2006
We went to Cavite for the birthday party + house blessing of my relatives. Woo, finally, nagkita-kita na ulit kami. So we arrived there at 1:30pm. Pagdating namin, straight agad kami sa dining table. Haha. We were so hungry. So lahat kami tumahimik, kumakain lang. Tapos, medyo naghintay pa kami mag 3pm para dumating yung pari tapos i-bless yung house. We weren't that serious. Yep. Bad. Kasi yung mga tita ko nagssmile saka nagpapatawa. Tawa naman kami ng pasikreto. Nyay. So there. Finally, the house was blessed na. Saya saya. Haha. After that, we just watched Eat Bulaga. Aii. Tapos wala na, kain kain, kwentuhan. Naglakad din kami papunta sa pharmacy and clinic ng tita ni Clarice. May mga lalaki pang nangbabastos. Pero hindi namin narinig kasi nagkkwentuhan kami ni Ian. Ang sarap magstay dun sa clinic kasi may aircon. Hahaha. Ayun. Pagbalik namin, nagdinner na kami. Tapos nagstay kami dun hanggang 11pm. Umalis na din kami. Hindi kami nakapagovernight.

Sunday, June 18, 2006
Ginising ako ni daddy ng 10am. Galit na galit ako sakanya. Hmph! Kasi naman 2 na kami nakauwi, so mga 2:30am na ko nakatulog tapos gigisingin ako ng maaga. Grr. Anyway, we went to SM Mall of Asia. Its so biiiiiiig. Ang dami pang tao. Grr. Kumain kami ng lunch. (Nakalimutan ko na kung saan. Hihi) Dun pa sa pwesto namin nakatapat yung MGA aircon. Kaya nanginginig ako habang kumakain. After eating, we went to Toy Kingdom. Si Jas and AJ binilan ni daddy ng toy, ako wala. Nyay. Tapos nun, we went to Active Fun AGAIN. Eh boring nga dun kasi hindi naman siguro ako maglalaro sa playground diba? Buti na lang 1 hour lang sila dun. Kumain ako ng strawberry shake, Chips Delight and popcorn. Yum! Haha. Tapos, umuwi na kami. Wooo. At last. Buti ngayon wala kaming lakad kasi pagod na kooo.

So today is rest day.

June 17.

We saw this in one of the photo albums displayed inside the house. That's Ian on the left and me on the right as abays during the wedding of my tita. Hahaha. Tawa kami ng tawa when we saw this.

AJ took this.

Halatang hindi seryoso yung dalawa. Hihi.

Hahaha.

I'm the tallest! Haha.

Nagkakasundo ah.

Riiiight.

Dapat candid eh. Clarice saw me holding my camera, pose naman siya. Haha.

I was amazed by this.

Pumopose sa camera kahit nagbbless si father.

Kiray, ish that you?

Eating polvoron.

June18.

Stop!

Go!

Woot!

The globe.

My collection. Haha. I wish.

Order ko.

Little girl.

The lovely view from the parking.

Active fun.

Okay.

Happy Father's Day! Hindi nila pinagusapang mag-yellow.

2006-06-16T17:53:00.000-07:00

(Medyo nakakatatlong post na ko. Haha)

Nakakatawang conversation namin ni Mai nung Dec. 5, 2005.

mai (12/5/2005 7:35:29 PM): magingat ka jae
jae (12/5/2005 7:35:38 PM): bakit?
mai (12/5/2005 7:35:57 PM): aalis na ako forever
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:03 PM): NOOOOOO!
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:08 PM):
mai (12/5/2005 7:36:16 PM): pupunta akong pasig
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:20 PM): no!
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:23 PM): delikado un!
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:33 PM): bakamalunod ka sa pasig river
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:36 PM): no way, mai.
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:42 PM): di ako payag!
mai (12/5/2005 7:36:49 PM): fine. marikini
jae (12/5/2005 7:36:49 PM): i cant leave without you
mai (12/5/2005 7:36:57 PM): *marikina
mai (12/5/2005 7:37:05 PM): edi wag kang aalis
mai (12/5/2005 7:37:15 PM): wala nmn ako e.. bka i can't live
jae (12/5/2005 7:37:45 PM): you're the water that i drink when i'm thirsty, the air that i breathe when i need air, the poo in my toilet
jae (12/5/2005 7:37:46 PM): JOKE
jae (12/5/2005 7:37:52 PM): biglang the poo in my toilet
jae (12/5/2005 7:37:54 PM): HAHAHAHA
mai (12/5/2005 7:38:07 PM):
mai (12/5/2005 7:38:22 PM): bket poo? minsan lng un e, dpt piss
mai (12/5/2005 7:38:27 PM):
jae (12/5/2005 7:38:28 PM): niiiice
mai (12/5/2005 7:38:44 PM): aalis na ako e..
jae (12/5/2005 7:38:45 PM): sumakit tyan ko dhl sau
jae (12/5/2005 7:38:47 PM): hahahaha
mai (12/5/2005 7:38:50 PM): pupunta kmeng sagada..
mai (12/5/2005 7:38:54 PM): di ako papasok bukas.
mai (12/5/2005 7:38:58 PM):
jae (12/5/2005 7:39:05 PM): huwat?
mai (12/5/2005 7:39:08 PM): srie na
jae (12/5/2005 7:39:14 PM): haaa?
jae (12/5/2005 7:39:16 PM): srie?
mai (12/5/2005 7:39:18 PM): joke lng nmn
jae (12/5/2005 7:39:22 PM): good
jae (12/5/2005 7:39:23 PM): hahahha
mai (12/5/2005 7:39:25 PM): sorry na mabilis
jae (12/5/2005 7:39:33 PM): ahkei
mai (12/5/2005 7:39:43 PM): i can't leave without you" wag kang aalis ah!
mai (12/5/2005 7:39:47 PM):
jae (12/5/2005 7:39:55 PM): di ko gets
mai (12/5/2005 7:40:11 PM): diba dapat.. i can't LIVE without you
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:13 PM): aaaah
mai (12/5/2005 7:40:19 PM): sbe mo.. LEAVE..
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:20 PM): di ko un napancn
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:22 PM): hahahahahahahaha
mai (12/5/2005 7:40:24 PM): benta sken
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:25 PM): BLOOPER!
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:29 PM): WHOOPSIE!
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:32 PM): hahahaha
mai (12/5/2005 7:40:34 PM): emote!
mai (12/5/2005 7:40:38 PM): oops
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:39 PM): HAHAHAHA
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:40 PM): aiii?
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:46 PM): bumenta rin sakin
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:48 PM): hahahahaha!
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:54 PM): di ko napancn ung spelling eh
jae (12/5/2005 7:40:55 PM): hahaha

mai (12/5/2005 7:40:59 PM): oops. wala ung buzz
mai (12/5/2005 7:41:04 PM):
jae (12/5/2005 7:41:07 PM): yuh, napindot mo, i know
jae (12/5/2005 7:41:21 PM): npaghahalatan ka tuloy na malikot kamay mo
jae (12/5/2005 7:41:22 PM): hahaha
mai (12/5/2005 7:41:52 PM):
mai (12/5/2005 7:41:54 PM): asdvjqwgrivasdbaskj
mai (12/5/2005 7:42:02 PM): gnyan ba? joke. weh. korneh
jae (12/5/2005 7:42:23 PM): haha
jae (12/5/2005 7:42:24 PM): aii?
mai (12/5/2005 7:42:29 PM): weiiit, aalis na ako. inaantok na ako. bbye gudnayt. mwah, tc, lafyu!
jae (12/5/2005 7:44:09 PM): cge cge
jae (12/5/2005 7:44:11 PM): bbye
jae (12/5/2005 7:44:15 PM): magingat ka ha?ha?ha?
jae (12/5/2005 7:44:17 PM): iloveyou

MEEEEHN. HAHAHA.

Kay Bea naman.

jae (6/8/2006 7:28:44 PM): bei. pwede ba daw kunin ni kirs ung multiply mo?
bea (6/8/2006 7:29:02 PM): ninio?
jae (6/8/2006 7:29:23 PM): kris nga
jae (6/8/2006 7:29:24 PM): hahaha
bea (6/8/2006 7:29:35 PM): anong kunin?
jae (6/8/2006 7:29:49 PM): ung multiply mo.
bea (6/8/2006 7:30:02 PM): huh?
bea (6/8/2006 7:30:05 PM): pano un?
jae (6/8/2006 7:30:47 PM): ano daw ung URL
bea (6/8/2006 7:31:03 PM): ah
bea (6/8/2006 7:31:18 PM): http://beabei.multiply.com
jae (6/8/2006 7:31:24 PM): hahahaha
bea (6/8/2006 7:32:08 PM): di ko nagets yun ah!
jae (6/8/2006 7:32:13 PM): hahaha
jae (6/8/2006 7:32:14 PM): sloooow
bea (6/8/2006 7:33:02 PM): sorry na!

Isa pa.
jae (6/1/2006 6:53:55 PM): bei!
bea (6/1/2006 6:54:20 PM): hey jae..bei hir..so..wassup?!
jae (6/1/2006 6:57:06 PM): nyeeeee
jae (6/1/2006 6:57:07 PM): haha
bea (6/1/2006 6:57:54 PM): brb.
jae (6/1/2006 6:57:58 PM): k
bea (6/1/2006 7:00:11 PM): o yan.
jae (6/1/2006 7:00:23 PM): yan. sino yung nsa pic?
bea (6/1/2006 7:00:48 PM): ako.
jae (6/1/2006 7:00:55 PM): WOW!
bea (6/1/2006 7:00:59 PM):
jae (6/1/2006 7:01:01 PM): giiiirly!
jae (6/1/2006 7:01:02 PM):
jae (6/1/2006 7:01:07 PM): ang gandaaaa
jae (6/1/2006 7:01:09 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:01:20 PM): well
jae (6/1/2006 7:01:46 PM): ganda pramisss!
jae (6/1/2006 7:01:47 PM):
jae (6/1/2006 7:01:51 PM): mas maganda ka sakin
bea (6/1/2006 7:02:19 PM): di naman/.
jae (6/1/2006 7:02:28 PM): nye
jae (6/1/2006 7:02:29 PM): aii
jae (6/1/2006 7:02:30 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:03:13 PM): brb uli.
jae (6/1/2006 7:03:37 PM): ok
bea (6/1/2006 7:05:55 PM): call of nature.
jae (6/1/2006 7:06:04 PM): ok
jae (6/1/2006 7:06:05 PM): ako rin
jae (6/1/2006 7:06:06 PM): wait
jae (6/1/2006 7:06:07 PM): brb
jae (6/1/2006 7:09:48 PM): ayan.
jae (6/1/2006 7:09:51 PM): may binasa lang ako.
bea (6/1/2006 7:10:44 PM): ay.
bea (6/1/2006 7:10:44 PM): kala ko nakalabas ka na ng dirt e.
bea (6/1/2006 7:10:44 PM):
jae (6/1/2006 7:10:57 PM): eeeeh nyeee
jae (6/1/2006 7:10:57 PM):
jae (6/1/2006 7:11:03 PM): bea ang ganda mo talagaaa!
jae (6/1/2006 7:11:04 PM):
jae (6/1/2006 7:11:07 PM): yhess naman!
jae (6/1/2006 7:11:08 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:11:13 PM): ahaha.
bea (6/1/2006 7:11:14 PM): tibo ka na?
jae (6/1/2006 7:11:21 PM): hindi naman..
bea (6/1/2006 7:11:40 PM):
jae (6/1/2006 7:11:49 PM): hihi
jae (6/1/2006 7:11:51 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:12:37 PM): ganda no!
bea (6/1/2006 7:12:39 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:12:39 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:12:40 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:12:44 PM): hangin!
jae (6/1/2006 7:13:17 PM): hahahahaha
jae (6/1/2006 7:13:19 PM): niiiice
jae (6/1/2006 7:13:26 PM): kanina pa ko nakatingin sa pic
jae (6/1/2006 7:13:27 PM):
bea (6/1/2006 7:13:34 PM): hahahaha.
jae (6/1/2006 7:14:44 PM): haha
(Tas sinend niya sakin yung pic. Kinareer!)
jae (6/1/2006 7:15:02 PM): HAHA. talagang sinend mo ah

Kay Brinny.
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:24 PM): tae, gulo na nga ng aking buhay eh
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:33 PM): dadagdag pa admirers ko
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:34 PM): haha
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:35 PM): joke lang
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:41 PM): stop. lumalaki na ulo ko
jae (11/12/2005 11:00:41 PM): wahahahahaha
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:42 PM): haha
jae (11/12/2005 11:00:45 PM): bentah
jae (11/12/2005 11:00:46 PM): mo
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:46 PM): labo
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:49 PM): nyak!
britt (11/12/2005 11:00:50 PM): hahahaha
britt (11/12/2005 11:01:01 PM): gnyan tlga dapat.. dinadaan sa mga joke
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:02 PM): pagmadami ka ng admirers, d n kta crush
britt (11/12/2005 11:01:03 PM): labo
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:07 PM): since ganon, di na kita crush
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:09 PM): hahahaa
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:14 PM): wahaha
britt (11/12/2005 11:01:14 PM): ayos lang.. dami pa jan eh
britt (11/12/2005 11:01:15 PM): HAHA
britt (11/12/2005 11:01:20 PM): joke lang darlin'
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:23 PM):
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:30 PM): hmph
britt (11/12/2005 11:01:31 PM): e kasi..
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:32 PM): aiiii?
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:39 PM): e kasi?
britt (11/12/2005 11:01:42 PM): ikaw yung top ko
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:47 PM): wahahaha
jae (11/12/2005 11:01:53 PM): cge na, wag ka na manguto
jae (11/12/2005 11:02:01 PM): magiging crush nanaman kita nyan eh
jae (11/12/2005 11:02:03 PM): hahaha
britt (11/12/2005 11:02:09 PM): grr
britt (11/12/2005 11:02:13 PM): kala ko uto uto ka parin
britt (11/12/2005 11:02:13 PM): hahahaha!

Okay, madami pa akong gustong ilagay pero nakakatamad na eh. Haha. Wala lang, sarap magremenisce. Hahaha.

2006-06-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

I think I'm ready to leave. I'm not really sure why I said this, I just feel that I am. Perhaps its because school has started and I'm getting used to not being with my friends and relatives. I guess what I'm encountering now (not going to school) is a good way to help me adjust. But still, when I read my friends' blogs, I kind of feel poignant because I'm missing what they're doing. Oh well.

As days pass by, I'm getting sadder and sadder to the fact that malapit na ko umalis but I'm also getting more excited every day too see what New Zealand has in store for us. I try to think more positive now because I don't think that making myself sad and cry would help me. Wala narin naman akong magagawa. All I have to do is just accept it and adjust, right? So instead of thinking about those i-will-die-without-my-friends-and-relatives thoughts, iba na technology ngayon. I can always go online, right? I can chat with them, e-mail them, message them at fster, tag at their blog's cbox, and even text/call them. Instead of thinking that I never got the chance to feel what it is like to be a HS student in AA, at least I will feel how it is like to be a student in NZ and I will get the chance to wear a long sleeves+skirt+knee-high socks uniform. HAHA.

I remembered this lovely line from the movie A Walk to Remember, "I think God has a better plan for me than I have for myself". I so agree.

I feel lucky enought to be able to migrate 'cause there are lots of people here that has been fixing their papers for years and up to now, hindi pa sila nakakaalis. There are also some people who has professions na but needs to study nursing pa para maka-migrate. Doble hirap. Para lang makaalis dito gagawin nila lahat. Aii, nawala na yung sinasabi ko. Basta yun, good thing my mom finished nursing nung college pa tapos she started fixing the papers 2 years ago. After fixing the papers, nagapply pa siya for Canada and America. After that was NZ. Nauna ang NZ. So NZ na. AII. After two years pwede kami lumipat. 2 countries lang ang option: America and Australia. Ayoko sa America. Hahaha.

Okay, I need to stop posting na. Its veeeery long na.

2006-06-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 4:07am. Ang agaaa. Umuulan kasi sa kwarto ko. Aii. Yun naman. Plan ko rin na i-surprise dad ko ngayon for father's day. Haha. Bakit ngayon?

Sinabi kasi ni Jas sakanya na may surprise kami kay daddy. So kung sa father's ko gagawin, hindi na siya masusurprise kasi alam na niya na may mangyayari.
Bukas, pupunta kami ng Cavite. Kaya hindi pwede.
Sa father's day baka nasa Vista Verde kami kasi paguwi namin galing sa Cavite dun kami matutulog.

Ano ginawa ko? Medyo corny. Aii. Uhm. Pumasok ako sa master's bedroom habang natutulog siya. Tapos may ginawa akong CD na pampagising. Parang sa PBB, yung wake-up call. Ayun, may recording kami nila Jas. Sa labas ng master's bedroom may nilagay ako na cartolina na nakalagay "Happy Father's Day" tapos dinesignan nila AJ. Sa baba (floor) ng cartolina may mga arrows na may nakasulat na messages para kay daddy. Yung arrows papunta sa dining room. Sa table may breakfast si daddy na nakahanda. Ayun. Haha.

Aliw ako sa sarili ko. Nagising ako ng 4am ng walang gumigising sa akin. Tas naka labas ako ng kwarto magisa tapos nakababa pa ako! Hahaha. Nakaluto pa ko. Nagstay ako sa baba ng 4am-6am. Hindi ako naduwag.

So ngayon, si AJ, Jas saka si daddy nasa master's bedroom. Nakahiga sila. Mga inaantok pa kasi ginising ko.

Anyway, pupunta ako ng school later. Oh yeeeeeah! Kaya lang, hindi ko pa alam kung paano ako pupunta dun. Oh well. Sana sunduin ako ni kuya Jhay. Hahaha.

Sooo. Yun. I'll update na lang later. Babay.

2006-06-14T22:11:00.000-07:00

Meet my dog. Her name is Tinky.

Cute noh? Haha. In my dreams.

Gusto ko talaga ng doooog.

2006-06-13T20:29:00.000-07:00

Today's the first day of school. Wow, joy. Well, not for me.

ANYWAY, my dad and I watched Take the Lead earlier. The movie was AWESOME. Grabe, while watching it nakaka-inspire magballroom.

Haay. Wala ako masyadong ma-share.
I better go na. Bye bye.

si nolee

2006-06-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

Went to Sta. Lucia earlier with daddy, AJ and Jaspher. We ate our merienda in Mcdo. Yeeees, fastfood. I are Pepsi float, fries and Mcflurry. Haha. Puro ice creams. We watched Cars after eating. The movie was cute. We had our haircut in Ricky Reyes after that. Then we ate our dinner then went home.

BTW, I played with my bangs. Nagexperiment nanaman ako. Muka akong manika ngayon.

Nolee ng My Scenes.

HIHI.

Magkkwento pa ako.. Aii. Si AJ kasi nagpagupit din. Tapos kanina umiyak siya kasi daw kamuka niya si Sharon Kuneta. HAHAHA.

Ayan. Haha.

orange's

2006-06-06T16:48:00.000-07:00

Just went home from Britt's crib. Ai nyeh. Anyhow, I had fun last night watching Orange's recital! I was with Dani (and her cuz), Karlo, Kiesha, Tiziana, Miko, Ces and Chessy. Galing galing ng friends ko. Syempre! Galing din nung ibang tao lalo na yung friend ni Dani na si Harby. Idol! Saludo ako sayo. :P HAHA. I can say that Orange's recital was better than ours. Hahaha. Hanep pa yung AVP. Woo, galing nung pagka-edit. Haha.

I also slept at Brinny's house. Aga natulog ni Britt. Malamang, pagod kasi. I watched Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants before sleeping. Sobrang antok na ako pero natapos ko parin yung movie. We also watched Little Manhattan earlier. Kilig. Haha.

Wala akong gagawin ngayon. Gusto ko lang kumain saka matulog. Wala akong trip gawin. Sooo, maguupload muna ako ng pictures sa multiply ko tapos maliligo na ako tapos I'm going to watch TV, paginantok, I'll sleep. Baboooy. Sorry. Haha. Okay, babay.

2006-06-04T22:07:00.001-07:00

I'm bored. Grrr. Just played with my nails earlier. HAHA. What da? Basta yun. Can't wait to watch Orange's recital toooomorrow! WOOT! Haha. Baka rin mag-overnight ako kila Britt. HAHA. Ininvite ko sarili ko. Kapaaaal. Miss ko na kasi darling ko eh. HAHA.

Sige na, nagpost lang ako. Ang nonsense. Tss. Aii. Sigeee, byeee, nuod pa ko PBB Big Reunion. HAHA.

2006-06-04T22:07:00.000-07:00

I'm bored. Grrr. Just played with my nails earlier. HAHA. What da? Basta yun. Can't wait to watch Orange's recital toooomorrow! WOOT! Haha. Baka rin mag-overnight ako kila Britt. HAHA. Ininvite ko sarili ko. Kapaaaal. :)) Miss ko na kasi darling ko eh. ;) HAHA.

Sige na, nagpost lang ako. Ang nonsense. Tss. Aii. Sigeee, byeee, nuod pa ko PBB Big Reunion. ;) HAHA. :))

2006-06-03T23:13:00.000-07:00

I LOVE HIM.

confusion.

2006-06-03T02:16:00.000-07:00

Brownout earlier kaya kani-kanina lang ako nakapag-OL. Anyway, I am in the state of confusion right now. Before I tell that, just want to share that I told my dad about Karlo earlier. So uhm. Medyo legal na kami. Haay. Naiyak pa ako kay dad nun. I really don't know why. Up to now I still feel awkward. I don't know if it was right to tell him about that.

Anyhow, I'm confused nga right now. Since my dad and I talked about Karlo earlier, I told him that he was a suitor (pinagpipilitan kasi niya na BF ko na si Karlo eh). He told me some advices. While I was trying to understand his point, I got really confused, SOOO confused. I was so sure na that I will answer Karlo but my dad had a point, sabi niya kung hindi magiging kami at least walang pagbebreak-up na mangyayari. Gusto ko sana ganun, wala ng commitment. Pero still, paano kung nag-iba yung treatment sa akin ni Karlo? Pero pagsinagot ko naman siya tapos magbebreak din kami edi parang sinaktan lang namin isa't-isa. HAAY. Gusto ko talaga parang kami pero walang commitment. Pero paano kung ayaw ni Karlo ng ganun? I'm confused right now because I'm scared, I'm scared of the things that MIGHT happen.

I cried nanaman earlier. Ang baba nanaman ng tingin ko sa sarili ko. I think I am so vulnerable. Why do I feel this way? Maybe because I really don't cry that much. Yeeeah, believe me, I really don't cry that much before this whole migrating thing came in. I wasn't numb naman pero I can really handle my feelings unlike now, pagsad ako, iyak agad. I think I'm depressed 'cause I am really not like this before. Ang iiyakan ko lang si Zian tapos over the phone pa yun saka pagwala parents ko. Ngayon I'll cry kahit saan, kahit sino kasama.

Hindi naman sa pagmamayabang, sabi sa akin ni Ms. Twinkle I think like a mature person (positively) and sabi rin yun ng iba kong relatives. I agree din kasi now I can understand things clearer pero there's still something inside of me na negative yung feeling sa mga bagay-bagay. Okay, labo ko. Pero nahihirapan talaga ako kaya ang bilis ko bumigay, kaya hindi ko na mapigilan yung nararamdaman ko pero I understand things naman. HAAY. Buhol-buhol na yung veins ko sa mind kakaisip ng mga bagay-bagay. I think yun yung reason kung bakit ako nagiging-insomniac eh. Kasiiii eh, my head doesn't run out of thoughts eh. Not so good thoughts, by the way.

Sana naman next time magkaroon ako ng good thoughts na pwedeng maishare dito kasi puro madadrama eh. HAAAAAY.

Sige na, tama na. Tutulog na ako. Wish ko lang makatulog ako.

bea

2006-06-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

Guess who?! Pretty pretty noh?! HAHA. Nakakatibo. Hahaha. Just kidding. Ganda niya talagaaa. That's my pumpkin/hottie.

Okay, wala akong ma-post na matino ngayon. Wala naman kasi akong ginawa. Masaya lang ako ngayon kasi nakakain ako ng melted marshmallows. Yun lang naman ang aking kaligayahan.

Haay haay. Osige na. Alis na ko. Nye.

momanddad

2006-05-31T18:33:00.000-07:00

My mommy and daddshit.

Again.

SWEET. Blurred nga lang. Haha.

Any, I did nothing today, just played with the make-up. I want to play dress-up with my friends. Aii okay. Pero gusto ko talaga. Parang ang saya. Haay haay. Lapit na pasukan. Shit! Gusto ko pumunta ng school tapos magsstay ako the whole day. Ugh! Gusto ko din magdance lessons.

BTW, sabi ni daddy kanina hopefully daw makakaalis kami ng July. As in mga first/second week daw. Hindi pwedeeee! Kailangan July 21 nandito pa ako. Waaa. Namoblema ako lalo. Haay buhaaaaaay.

pix

2006-05-30T23:41:00.000-07:00

Finally, naka-upload na ko sa Multiply! Wooot! Lalagay ko pa yung videos.

Recital
Dance rehearsal

hangover sa trumpets

2006-05-30T14:07:00.000-07:00

Today's Tuesday. The moment I woke up, first thing that came in to my head was "Trumpets ngayon". Then I remembered we just had our recital the other day. Shit meehn. I miss Trumpets so much.

Before it was like this: Wake up early. Take a bath. Eat lunch. Wait for Jean. Go to Shangri-La. Go to our favorite tambayan: the stairs or the one below that. Wait for others to arrive. Wear our IDs. Go inside the studio when the guard calls us. Go inside our room. Fix our things. Stretching (we don't do this all the time). Dance. Water break. Dance again. Check attendance. Picture picture. Go to some fastfood to buy food/drink. Tambay muna sa foodcourt. Wait sa labas. Uwi.

Now its like this: Wake up kahit late. Eat lunch. Wala lang. Yun lang. Hindi ko kailangan hintayin si Jean, I don't have to take a bath early, go to Shang, go to Trumpets. No more SDTC, no more fun fun teachers.

Hangover, daaang! Nasa Shang na dapat ako ngayon. Tss.

Anyway, ayaw magupload nung pictures ko sa Multiply. Daaang! 70+ pictures pa naman yung sa rehearsal tapos ang dami din yung sa recital.

BTW, Happy Anniversary sa parents ko!

i need you

2006-05-29T16:13:00.000-07:00

+tsookulets
+7-3
+berkadangaztheg
+friends from other levels
+friends from diff. schools

nighty night

2006-05-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

THIS NIGHT IS ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS I'VE EVER HAD!

We had our recital/showcase earlier. Hindi ko naramdaman yung kaba na naramdaman ko nung past concerts. Mas confident ako ngayon. I can say I danced pretty well and nagawa ko yung babyfreeze kahit na before lang kami nagdance sinabi. WOW. Sobrang saya ko. SOBRA. Nanood pa si Kiesha and Karlo (thaaanks!).

Saya saya ko talaga! AII. Sige lang. Pero still, gusto kong ulitin yung dance kasi hindi ko ginawa yung facial expression na gusto kong gawin. Sa ibang parts ko lang nagawa. Kasi naman pag pinapractice ko dito sa bahay nawawala ako sa dance kaya natakot ako. AII. I think yun na lang yung kailangan kong iimprove. Dapat kasi siga itsura ko kanina. First time ko sumayaw ng naka-show off yung arms. AII.

WOO. I really really really REALLY love this day. SOOPER.

I already miss SDTC. Sobrang bonded ng section namin. Namimiss ko na din sumayaw. HAAY.

Special mentions lang.

Camla, Carina, Liang, Catan, mamimiss ko kayo ng sobra-sobra. Thanks sa lahat.
Stacey, mamimiss din kita. Congrats sa second place mo sa golf yesterday!
Jean, thank you sa company mo!
Zara, feeling ko kanina na yung last na makikita kita. MAMIMISS KITA.
Maan, love you mommahshit! Kulit mo kanina ah.
Dani, mamimiss kita, long lost sister ko. SOBRA. Thanks kanina, nakipag-palit ka sakin sa stunts pero good thing din kasi nakasama ka paaa! MWAH!
Christine, belated! Haha. Tagal na nun. Mamimiss kita pati camera mo. HAHA. Mwah!
Roby, thanks sa pagbuhat mo samin ni Dani ng sabay. sorry na, wala kasi akong patner.
Kris, though hindi naman tayo nagkaroon ng conversation, mamimiss kitang kasama sa SDTC.
Itos, parang nasiksik yata kita kanina sa oval. Sorry nawala ako. Mamimiss ko ingay niyo ni Roby sa class!
Kaita, mamimiss kita tignan sa mirror habang sumasayaw.
Pau, thank you sa lahat. Panakaw ako ng pictures natin. HAHA.
Nikki, sayang hindi ka nakapagbabyfreeze. At least hindi ka nagtumbling. HAHA. Ingat lagi. See you sa school nalang.

Kuya Red, kuya Jhon and kuya Jason, thaaank you sa lahat! Saludo kami sainyo. Mamimiss namin kayo!

To everyone in SDTC and Trumpets, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. You made this summer one of the best summers I've ever had.

2006-05-27T14:04:00.000-07:00

I've been so emo lately. There's always a time during the day when suddenly everything becomes silent and happy memories that happened here in this country flashes in my head then after that, I cry. Its so hard. I've been imagining my self in my despedida, saying goodbye to my friends and relatives and being in the airport and saying my last words to the people I love. Its also hard to think that what I'm enjoying doing here in the Philippines will never happen there and that this is the last time that I will experience doing it.

I never thought that it would be this hard for me. Now I know how I love this country, my friends and my relatives.

Kahit mga simpleng bagay ang hirap mawala. Like Filipino foods: Kwek-kwek, BBQ, Isaw, Sinigang, Nilaga, sabaw ng Balot, etc. Expressions: yeck/yuck, yun na/yun naman, sobra, aii, weh, phels/feeling, 'stig, shemay, potek, etc. Mga salitang bakla: lola, girlaloo, badinggerzie, charing, itech, etc. Pati mga kajologan ng 'Pinas.
HAAY. Ayoko na. Gusto ko na maging manhid. AI WEH.

*tear*

finally home

2006-05-25T23:37:00.000-07:00

I am finally home. I was outside the whole day.

First, Trumpets. It was our last day in Shangri-La. I will miss SDTC sooo much. At least my other friends still have the chance to do Trumpets again next year. How about me?! Haay haay.

After Trumpets, Jean and I went to Ghills to buy my costume for the recital on Sunday. Kakapagod. Sobra.

I am really not in the mood to post a very good entry. I just did this to update my blog. Sooo. I'm going to sleep now.

Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.Pictures.

new skin.oh yeah.

2006-05-25T12:14:00.000-07:00

I love colorful circles, it makes me happy.

I dunno if this skin looks alright. Ganyan na muna. Can't think of something better eh.

Morning everyone! (Aga masyado)

finally.

2006-05-23T22:32:00.001-07:00

I was able to talk to him earlier. FINALLY. That made my day.

smiles

2006-05-23T18:58:00.000-07:00

Wonderful smiles of wonderful people.

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Kani-kanino 'yan?!

Walang titingin sa taggy. Hula muna lahat. Aiii.

hate my blog

2006-05-22T20:41:00.000-07:00

I hate how my blog looks. I'm going to edit this soon. PROMISE. Eurrr. Naiinis akooooo. Waaa. Aiii.

family

2006-05-22T18:36:00.001-07:00

Woo! At last, I'm done doing Kiesha's blog. Haaai. I made it in 5 hours. Niiice. My internet connection is very slow. Kainis! Ai nako. Okay, enough with that.

Earlier, while sitting on my bed, I suddenly remembered my tita who was in Canada. I remembered those fun days when we were still living in Marieta. She used to take care of me and my cousins when we were still young. I miss her. Sooo much. I haven't seen her for years already. Haai. I remembered those summer days when we would go out our house and find halo-halo vendors in our subdivision then we would bring the halo-halo's in our house. That was so fun. I also remembered the days before Christmas when all of my relatives would sleep in our house for weeks, and during summer we would go resort-hopping. Haaaaai. Memories.

I am so scared that these things will not happen anymore. Yes, it may still happen but not like before when we were still complete. Haaai. Specially now that we're already moving. Eurr. I think the last time that we were still complete was year 2002/2003 pa. Grabeeee. Hindi pa kasama dun yung family ng 2 kong tita. My oh my.

I am soooo scared. Not only with my relatives but also with my friends. I'm not sure if the fun moments we had will still happen in the future. I am also scared that my friends might encounter some things and I am not here to support them.

I'm sad again. Please make me happy. I need my relatives and friends. I need *toot*.

Make me smile.

2006-05-21T18:22:00.000-07:00

I'm very busy right now. Busy doing nothing. I've been sitting in my bed for hours already. I am so bored. Whish I could be somewhere else with somebody.

I want to go to the mall, buy things, watch The Da Vinci Code (which sucks 'cause I am not allowed to watch), eat somwhere, play in Timezone or in Powerstation, bla.

I also want to go to the beach, swim, play with the sand, enjoy the sun, watch the sunset, bla.

Haay haay. I am sooo bored. Hate it. Eurr.

Sige, I'm going to sleep na muna (which I'm not actually allowed to do kasi gabi na). Sorry for this bad post. Hindi interesting.

missing school

2006-05-19T21:06:00.000-07:00

I miss school, AA, grade school and grade 7.

I miss hating waking up at 4am just to be ready for school. I miss those times when I fall asleep while eating my breakfast. I miss riding the school bus and be with my busmates. I miss going to the kiosk upon arriving school.

I miss having morning talks. I miss asking the class who are late and absent. I miss updating the attendance folder. I miss being the line leader. I miss when Sir Ruel asks me to get the excuse letters of the girls who were absent. I miss going to the CA's office to get RCS for my classmates. I miss collecting reply slips and writing on the board the girls who have incomplete requirements. I miss reviewing for the frightening quizzes and exams. I miss writing written expressions in Language. I miss the speed quizzes that Ms. Martinez gives us. I miss reciting in class. I miss doodling at the back of my notebook. I miss praying the Angelus. I miss having clubs.

I miss going to the cafeteria every recess and lunch. I miss eating rice in a box. I miss the shakes that manang makes(rhyming!). I miss going to the kiosk/stairs during lunch time. I miss when Ms. Lith asks the class if they will allow to let in the people who are late. I miss having school masses.

I miss waiting for Mai, Kiesha, Aien, and Jean during departure. I miss going to the bakery and buy Monay and juice when I am hungry. I miss calling Jana to tell her that I am already going to the bus. I miss those kalokohan times with Britt and Jana in the bus. I miss hearing the laughter of my busmates.

I miss having school fairs, Intramurals, shows in the Auditorium, etc. I miss our Legacy practices (I MISS THAT A LOT. some people knows why. ), the Legacy, Confirmation and Graduation practices, the Grad, Chat pictorial, etc.

I MISS EVERYTHING. Too bad I won't be able to do these things again. TOOOO BAAAD.

abs

2006-05-19T11:22:00.000-07:00

My abdominal muscle is very ouchy. Aii. Kaya ko 'to! Haha. I have to be consistent this time. I started exercising when I was in grade 5 but I wasn't consistent. Pag masakit na, I stop. Nooo. I have to do 200 sit ups today. Tomorrow, 250. On Sunday, 300. Pinarusahan yung sarili. Wahaha.

Dreamer's sickness

2006-05-19T00:07:00.000-07:00

Here comes my sickness again.

Wait, before I continue, I just want to share that I don't have a crush on Sam anymore. I realized that I just want to be his friend (OF COURSE) and I don't need to have a crush on him for me to be his friend. I am such a deep thinker. Pati mga bagay na ganon napagiisipan ko. Saka najojologsan ako sa sarili ko. I act like a fanatic. YAK.

So anyway, I saw someone's friendster earlier. We are not friends. Pinakita lang siya sa akin ni Camla. I find her pretty, a bit gothic, and cool. There are also other gothic people I know and I admire them.

I know people who are girly, but not maarte. They're cool. I admire them.

There are people who has proved themselves to me. They are good at something and I admire them.

When I admire people, I want to be like them. But somehow, I don't. 'Cause I want to be original, I want to be good at something in my own ways.

The problem is, I always think I am not good at anything. I may be doing some things but I think I am not good at doing those. I want to find where I am really good at. It may sound awkward and wrong, but I want people to admire me the way I admire others. Haha.

Sometimes I am so scared to do things. I'm scared that people might say something not true about myself. I'm scared that people might judge me. I am scared to hear nasty comments from others. I need to be confident. The question is, how?

I try to find my confidence in other people whom I admire so that I can be inspired. But it turns out that I feel that I am just me, they're different, I don't possess the qualities that they have, and I can't be like that in the future.

You might question "why is she thinking like that?". I think it's because I dream big and I am really sensitive to those stuffs.

Haaay. I feel I am just an ordinary person. I WANT to be extra-ordinary, talented, AMAZING. Hahaha. I want people to admire me, I want to do things without hurting others' feelings, I want to make people happy, I want to be the best friend of everyone, I want to be a perfect daughter, I want to be a perfect relative, I want to be a good and perfect disciple of Christ, I want to be PERFECT. Yah, that's what I want to be. I am definitely a dreamer.

(Medyo nadala na ako at nawala na sa topic. Sorry.)

Anyway, here's my other sickness. Since we're going to migrate, I feel that I will not be able to pursue my dreams. I feel that there's nothing for me in NZ and in other countries. I feel that I will only be happy here in Philippines. I can't imagine living my life there. It's so hard for me to accept it. I guess I loved Philippines and everything here so much that I'm having a hard time detaching myself from it.

Oooh maan. "Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand". Love that quote. Bagay na bagay sa akin.

Sige na. I'll sleep na. Nilabas ko lang 'to kasi hindi ako makatulog. Late nanaman ako makakatulog. Pano na yung changes ko?

Goodnight everyone. Love y'all! Smiiile.

Special mention lang, thanks to Camla sa advices niya sakin kanina.

picture with sam

2006-05-18T18:29:00.000-07:00

Had Trumpets earlier. Saya! Hindi dahil sa dance. Dahil dito:

Yay! May pic na kami!

I'm bored. Gusto ko magmall with my friends. Nakakainggit mga tao kanina. Sila Stacey may lakad. Sila ate Loren nasa Shang din kanina. Sila Kaita, sila Dani (yata) may mga lakad din. Hmm. Gusto ko umalis bukas or sa Saturday. Wow, may dentist pala ko tom! Aiii.

Ukee. Gotta go. Bye.

abs

2006-05-17T20:12:00.000-07:00

I HAVE TO DO 150 SIT-UPS A DAY.

cleaned my room

2006-05-17T15:14:00.000-07:00

Accomplishments:

slept early (9pm )
woke up early (9am)
cleaned my room

'Yan pa lang. At least sobrang linis na ng room ko! Oh yeeeah!

tired from trumpets

2006-05-16T04:45:00.000-07:00

I am so tired from Trumpets. I did not enjoy practicing today. Tsk. Iwasn't able to memorize the steps pa. Tsk tsk.

By the way, starting now I'm going to make changes in myself.

I have to avoid eating in fast foods.
I should eat lots of fruits everyday.
Excercise (Trumpets is my excercise for now).
Drink milk at least once a day.
Clean my room more often.
Do at least 3-5 household chores a day.
Sleep early (that is going to be so hard for me).

I'm feeling fat and lazy na kasi. Saka doing these, tataas yung baon ko sa Trumpets saka para ma-grant yung wishes ko kay daddy.

I'll go now. Sakit ng katawan ko.

mixed emotions

2006-05-14T18:31:00.000-07:00

This picture can describe what I'm currently feeling.

Everything seems to be okay, everybody is okay, I'm okay. But still I'm feeling something negative in myself that I don't understand, I'm feeling sad but don't know why but I know I am happy. Okay, I'm starting to sound like a physco. But really, that's what I'm feeling now.

I want to cry because I don't want to feel this way. But I don't want to cry 'cause that would be sad. Huh? Haha. Do I need a Psychologist? Haha. Kidding.

Am I feeling this way 'cause I'm bored? Because I want to be somewhere and enjoy or am I feeling this way because there is something wrong but I don't know what it is? Or maybe I know there is something wrong but I forgot what it is?

I dunno.

I heard before that chocolates can somehow change your negative feelings into positive feelings. I think that is the reason why I ate many chocolates earlier. But I'm still feeling negative. (negative?)

I dunno what to do. I'm crazy. Haha.

This is something weird. I'll go now. Bye.

Happy mommy's day

2006-05-14T14:39:00.000-07:00

To all the mothers out there, Happy Mother's Day! Thank you for everything.

This is actually the first Mother's Day without my mom with us. How saaad. We e-mailed her lots and lots of greeting cards.

Its so boring here. I want to go out with my friends or relatives. Hope this coming week will be a busy week for me.

Tomorrow-I don't know.
Tuesday-Trumpets.
Wednesday-RP with Tiz and friends.
Thursday-Trumpets.
Friday-Dentist.
Saturday-I don't know.
Sunday-I want to go somewhere with Britt, Kiesha and Karlo.

Hmm. I need to be busy. Wala lang.
I'm really bored.

Bye na, I'm going to watch Lizzie McGuire.

did nothing..

2006-05-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. "

I watched The Notebook earlier. It was my 3rd time to watch that movie. Ngayon ko lang naapreciate kasi ngayon ko lang nasimulan.

BTW, nagfeeling model ako kanina. hahaha. wala akong magawa so nag-imbento nanaman ako ng halo-halo ng colors ng make-up. waha. Itsura ko sa mga picture. Lalo na yung rakista ako.

(for contacts only)
> DARK
> BRIGHT

yun lang. wala na ko ma-share.

ciao.

sisterhood of the traveling pants

2006-05-12T18:06:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH! I finished reading Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. Wow, still can't believe that I read it in only 3 days.

The story was awesome! It was about friendship, love and family. Nakakatawa yung ibang parts saka nakakakilig. Minsan, nakakaiyak din. Haha.

Since I'm done reading one book, rest muna. ..Or hindi lang talaga ako interesado basahin yung Romeo and Juliet? First page palang nakaka-"huh?". Yaaak. Ang lalim kasi eh.

Magbabasa muna ako ng The Da Vinci Code bago yun. Gusto ko i-compare yung story from the book saka yung sa movie.

Have to clean my room pa, Bbye.

long day

2006-05-10T19:07:00.000-07:00

Haay. Napagod ako sa kakakain. Anyway, We went to Galle a while ago to visit my dentist. Dapat magpapabunot si Jas ng ngipin. Kaya lang, natakot nanaman siya, the usual. Inudjust din yung braces ko sa taas. Yung baba, wala. Itsura nga eh, sa taas may elastics, sa baba, wala. ITSURA. Since natanggal yung molar band ko, back to separators nanaman ako. I HATE SEPARATORS. Grrr.

Nga pala, I have Romeo and Juliet and Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants na. Yay! Feeling ko hindi na muna ako masyado magcocomputer. Magbabasa na muna ako.

Sooo bye na.

trumpets and shang

2006-05-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

Okaaay. Had Trumpets earlier. Fun! I love our section. Uhh. Malling with Iris, Iana, Liang, Camla, Catan, Jean, Yzza, Maxine and Aien. Watched Aquamarine. The movie was so great. I cried while watching it. As in hagulgol. Kasi naman, dun sa movie aalis si Jojo. Nafeefeel ko yung nafeefeel niya. Tsss. Second time kong humagugol sa sinehan. Anong movie yung first? A Walk to Remember. Haha. Ayun. Pumunta kami sa Rustans after ng movie. Pinagtripan namin yung mga lip gloss saka nailpolish. Ang ganda nung color na napunta sakin! Hahaha. Kaya lang, P1,500 eh. Limited ang money ko. Haha. After nun, nag-starbucks kami. Tas umuwi na. Saya! BTW, saw Sam earlier. Woo! So love this day! Hahahaha.

Sige na, tulog na ko. Pagod na pagod akoo. bye.

old pic

2006-05-08T13:27:00.000-07:00

There was this old shoebox inside our old cabinet. I brought it inside my room to check what were the things inside. When I opened it, I was surprised to see that there were very old pictures of mine.

Want to see one?

WEHeheh?

sta. lu and rp

2006-05-07T22:58:00.000-07:00

We went to RP a while ago to watch The Wild. Ang ganda ng movie. I wish I could growl like a lion. Aii. Then we went to Sta. Lu. Binaba namin sila Jas sa My Little Playroom. Tapos ako sa skinhealth. Nagpa-derma. Grabeee. Ang sakiiiit. Sobraa. Pinka-masakit na derma ko yun. Tsss. So ngayon, yung muka ko para akong nakipag-away sa mga bubuyog. Aii ano yun? Pangiiit talaga ng muka ko ngayon. Tsss. Tapos dad ko pinaayos yung phone nya. After an hour, sinundo na ako ni daddy sa skinhealth tapos pinaayos namin yung phone ko. Finally, I got my phone back. Kahit na ganun lang yun, ayos lang sakin. Tapos nagpalagay narin ako ng themes. Tapos sinundo namin sila AJ. Kumain sa Tokyo Tokyo. Umuwi.

So yun. I really had fun today. My face hurts nga lang. Tapos, may kinwento sakin si daddy na may lahing spanish pala si mommy. Parang ako, after 13 years ngayon ko lang nalaman yan. Hahaha. Sobra, nakakagulat.

Any, tulog na ako. Tiiiiired. Nyt.

2006-05-07T13:43:00.000-07:00

Look at her teeth.

Hmmmm?

accomplishments

2006-05-07T00:18:00.000-07:00

I have accomplishments this day. ..or yesterday? Haha.

I made a blog for my tita
I also made a skin for her
I made some editing in my own blog
Some editing din in my multiply
Made a skin for Kiesha's multiply

Haha. Puro skins. Yah, accomplishments na yun sakin kasi it takes a lot of time to make one. Specially make a blog.

Sleep na ako. Good night everyone.

P.S. Nakausap ko sha ngayon.

Haha. Lakas ng loob ko, binabasa 'to ng mom ko.

galle

2006-05-06T14:06:00.000-07:00

I'm here at my parents' bedroom. All of us are wearing casual clothes already 'cause were about to go to Galle for our dentist appointment. Unfortunately, AJ had fever. 39.3 pa yung temperature so hindi kami tuloy. Bwiset!

So I'll be going back to my room and do the usual thing, internet.

untitled.

2006-05-05T22:09:00.000-07:00

I'm about to sleep now but I guess its too early pa. Hindi din ako aantokin. Thoughts will just run in my head and I don't want that to happen. Sometimes kasi bad thoughts eh. Ngayon pa naman I have so many worries. Oh well. Poor me.

BTW, Audrey called earlier. I was shocked. No, just a bit. Why? Tagal na namin di naguusap. I can't even remember the last time we talked on the phone. She was just asking me why I was going to leave and she also told me stories about some things happening in her life now. After talking to her, I missed my friends more. Specially friends whom I haven't talked for a long time.

Everytime I think about my friends, I always get excited of going back to school but at the end, the thought of me leaving for NZ still enters my head and it just makes me disappointed.

What I'm experiencing now is a bit hard for me.

My parents are asking me to be ready for the changes I'm going to encounter there.
I still can't believe that sooner I'm going to live in a cold country where mostly everything will be different.
I'm having a hard time detaching myself to the things I have learned to love, Philippines, AA, my friends, my other relatives, our house, my room, my bed, our van, everything.
I want to feel the excitement of my other friends being in HS, having new books and new subjects, worrying who their teachers will be, scared yet excited for the Kapatiran and other activities, etc.
If here I can call up my friends and my relatives and invite them to go out whenever I miss them, there it would be different. I can see myself just crying because I can't do anything about it.
What will my school look like, what are the subjects I'm going to study, will the people there treat me nicely?

Whenever my parents ask me if I'm psyched to go there I always answer yes. Honestly, I am. 'Cause it will be my first time to go to another country. Still, there's a difference between "excited to go there" and "excited to live there". If your going to ask me if I'm excited to live there, just a bit. I'm so used to the things I've been doing here. I'm also scared that I might experience culture shock 'cause I don't know that country and I don't know how they live their lives there.

So there. Such a senti post. Honestly, I cried while I was making this. Drama queen much.

I'll go now. I will just eat the Amazing Aloha that my dad bought earlier for my midnight snack. Thoughtful dad award.

Good night, everyone. I miss you all. Love you all. Sweet dreams!

skin.

2006-05-05T18:20:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah! At laaast. Tapos na yung skin. Haaay. Pinagpuyatan ko 'to saka binigyan ko talaga ng oras. Woo! Happy..shalala.. Aii.

BTW, pictures from Trumpets.

There. Sooo. Later na ulit. Need to do something pa. Bye bye.

2006-05-04T02:37:00.000-07:00

HINDI KO TINAPOS YUNG SKIN! WAAA. Tapos na ako sa header saka naka-plan na lahat. may isa lang akong problema na hindi masolve. Its already 2am and I'm so damn sleepy. TUTULOG NA KOOO.

2006-05-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

SOBRANG UNDER CONSTRUCTION. SORRY SA ITSURA. AAYUSIN KO ASAP. PRAAAMIIIIIS! inaantok na ko eh. may pasok pa bukas. di ko na kaya. hahaha. tomorrow nalang ng gabi ko itutuloy.

laguna and trumpets

2006-05-02T21:21:00.000-07:00

Kakauwi lang ni Jean. She was here earlier. Naginternet lang siya sa kwarto ko tapos ako sa kwarto ni daddy. I was uploading our Laguna pics in my Multiply kasi. So there.

I also had Trumpets a while ago. I had fun and this time, todo bigay ako so I was really sweating. Kapagod saka ang sakit sa katawan. Wala pa naman akong pahinga from our swimming yesterday and the other day kaya sobrang sakit ng katawan ko ngayon specially my shoulders.

Kwento ko tungkol sa Laguna namin. Aii. Baka kasi yung dalawa kong kaibigan interested. Hahahaha. Bea? Kiesha? You reading this? Aii.

Any, we left at 12:30pm. We went to Vista Verde to fetch my cousins and my titas and titos. Pagpasok nila sa van, siksikaaan. Aii. Nasa pinakalikod ako katabi ko si Ian (bea? kiesha? haha) tapos katabi niya si Clarice. Malamang, tatlo kaming magkakatabi.

Anyway, pumunta kami sa Parkwood kasi nandoon yung isa kong tita na kasama yung family niya na may alam kung anong resort pupuntahan namin sa Laguna. So we arrived there at about 1 something. We were waiting for her father kaya kain muna kami dun sa small store na katabi nung house nila. Dumating yung dad niya mga 3pm. Wow. Haha. Ganun pala kami katagal naghintay. Hindi halata kasi we had fun naman. Yata?

So yun, umalis na kami tapos 2 hrs. yung byahe namin. Woo. Sakit sa pwet. Ito, FIRST TIME KONG BUMYAHE NG HINDI NAKATULOG SA VAN. Oh yeah. Proud na proud ako dun. Eh paano ba naman ako makakatulog kung katabi ko si Ian? Sobra, lahat ng bagay napaguusapan namin kasi kung ano ano inoopen niya na topic. Tapos nangangarap siya na sana daw kumain kami sa Pancake House saka sa Starbucks kasi nakaka-miss na daw. Agree naman ako. Pero dahil sakanya lalo ako nagutom. Tsss.

Finally, dumating na kami sa place. 5pm. Ayos naman. Ang ganda ng pool kasi mahaba. Parang sa school pero mas mapayat. Aii? Haha. Tapos connected yung mahabang pool sa kiddie pool. Kahit yung kiddie pool malaki din. Tapos yung kwarto malaki tapos 4 twin size beds, airconditioned din. Nagdinner kami tapos nagswim kami ng mga 6:30. Ang saya. Sobra. Nagdala kami ng salbabida tapos humihiga ako dun tas lumulutang lang ako. Aii. Ang init pa ng water kaya kahit gabi na hindi kami giniginaw. Umahon kami mga 1:30am na. Bagsak kami agad sa kama.

We woke up at 9am. Maaga na yun para sakin. Haha. Nagbreakfast kami tapos mga 10:30 nagswim na kami. Ingat na ingat kami sa paglagay ng sunblock. Kailangan bawat parte ng katawan namin na exposed merong sunblock. Hahaha. Takot umitim eh. Swim kami. Benta yung kiddie pool. Kakalagay nila ng water napuno masyado na naging lubog na ung mga batang nagsswim. Haha. Kaya pagmay sun, dun kami nagsswim kasi may roof. Hahaha. So umaahon kami minsan pagkakain or pagmaglalagay ng sunblock.

Umuwi kami ng mga 5:30pm. Nung time na 'yon pinagdadasal talaga namin ni Ian na sana magstop-over kami somewhere. Fortunately, our prayer was answered. Haha. Pinagkkwentuhan kasi namin na ang sarap kumain sa Chowking para magutom silang lahat. Tapos ayun. Nagstop muna kami. Sayang sa Chowking kasi may nagsshooting. Grrr. So kumain kami sa ibang resto. Nagseattle's din kami. I ordered Double Mint Chocolate Chip. Gusto ko kasi i-try magmint. Ayos naman pero mas gusto ko walang mint.

This time nakatulog na ako. Sabi ko kasi kay Ian patulugin naman niya ko. Nung una ginugulo pa niya ko. Pero tumahimik din siya. Yun nga lang, ang gulo niya halatang di mapakali. Bumaba sila Clarice sa Alabang para sumakay ng bus pauwi sa CavitE. Tapos sila Ian bumaba sa Vista VerdE. Tapos kami sa bahay-E? Haha. Tinignan muna namin yung bahay ni Tiger Woods sa internet. ANG GANDA. SOBRA. Tapos natulog na kami. Ayun.

So theeere. I had a WONDERFUL weekend. Soooo. Rest na ako. Good night everyone.

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2006-04-30T10:44:00.000-07:00

Good morning! Kakagising ko lang. Hindi pa ako nagbbreakfast. Anyway, we're going to Laguna later. Overnight kami dun. Oh yeah! Tapos kumpleto na kaming 3 close na magpipinsan, si Ian, Clarice saka ako. Yey! Hahaha. Sana talaga may slide doon. Haha. Babaw. Excited na koooo! Wooo! So iitim nanaman ako. Hmph. Aii. Ayun. Sige na, magbbreakfast na ko saka magppack ng things. Bye bye.

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2006-04-27T21:57:00.000-07:00

Hey hey! Wala lang. Haha. Labo ko. Soooo. Went to Trumpets earlier. Did the usual thing. Dance dance. I wasn't really in the mood to dance a while ago. Ayun. Ate in Ice Monster. Went home with Jean. She was here while ago. I taught her some steps she missed. I hope she was able to memorize it. We ate dinner while watching PBB. Cute talaga ni Kim. Hehe. She went home and now I'm blogging while watching Myxed Lives.

So there. That was my day. Bye bye. Hahaha. Not in the mood to post eh. So yun. Bye bye.

dentist

2006-04-26T17:48:00.000-07:00

I visited my dentist earlier. As usual, she adjusted my braces. Ngayon nga lang there is something different. Merong elastics sa gilid ng ngipin. As in pagioopen ko yung mouth ko masstretch yung elastics. Gets? Aii. Kadiriii nga eeh. Hahaha.

I also told my dentist that we'll be leaving na this coming July or August so sabi niya tatapusin na daw namin 'to. We'll meet again May 19 and we'll have 2 meetings on June. Tapos pag-alis ko naka-retainers na ako. OH YEAH!

So there. Aii. Wala na akong makwento. Tomorrow na lang! Bye bye.

enrollment

2006-04-25T20:55:00.000-07:00

Anouncement:

I'M NOT GOING TO ENROLL ANYMORE.

Yep. That's what my dad told me earlier. Ang bilis. Sobra. I just went inside their room sabi ko, "dad, mageenroll pa ba ko?" sabi niya, "hindi na. sayang eh."

Yun lang. Tas umalis na ako and I'm blogging now. Sobra. Nakakaiyak parin kahit alam kong makikita ko pa friends ko. Pero ewaaaan.

Bye na muna.

fixing my room

2006-04-24T22:32:00.000-07:00

Just finished fixing the cabinets and drawers inside my room. Why did I fix it? I watched PBB last night and I saw how wonderful the house is then I was reading magazines a while ago and I saw really cute rooms so nag-isip ako kung paano icchange yung look ng room ko and I started with my cabinets and drawers. Medyo Lumabas din yung creativity ko. Hehe. Example, naghahanap ako ng lalagyanan ng mga earrings ko then I saw a bag made of net or something (basta may small squares) na hindi ko pa nagagamit and hindi ko alam kung magagamit ko. Tas naisip ko kung doon ko kaya ilagay yung earrings tapos tinry ko and it looked very nice. Tapos may mga iba pa akong hinalungkat sa mga kwarto na nagamit ko sa mga accessories ko.

Madami pang part ng kwarto ko na SOBRANG messy. Pag may time ako tomorrow, here are the things that I need to do:

mag-upload ng pictures para sa friendster ni Jean
gumawa ng background para sa friendster niya
mag-add ng friends sa friendster niya ulit
fix my other drawers
throw the things that I'm not using anymore
fix and vacuum my room
ask someone to clean the stuff toys in my room
move my shoes inside my cabinet

There. Sana maayos namin ni daddy yung room ko bukas. I'm planning kasi to turn the two bookshelves into cubby holes. Pano yun? Gagawing horizontal yung vertical na shelves. Haha. Pero hindi pa namin alam kung saan ilalagay kasi malaking space yung maooccupy nun.

I need to sleep na. I still have Trumpets tomorrow. Good night everyone!

2006-04-23T01:14:00.000-07:00

can't sleeeeep..

bleeeeeeeh

2006-04-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching The Incredibles. Boy, it was AWESOME! Gusto ko magkaron ng powers. Haha. I have actually watched that before pero nag-enjoy parin ako. Haha. Babaw.

Anyway, I slept in my cousin's house for two nights. Ang saya dun kasi I have my relatives to talk to. Dito kasi I only talk to myself eh. Kidding. I really had fun there. Magsstay sana ako dun hanggang bukas kaya lang wala na yung iba kung pinsan. Pupunta na sila sa Cavite. So there. Uwi na ako ngayon.

Good night everyone! I love y'all! Hahaha.

enroll or not to enroll

2006-04-19T16:49:00.000-07:00

enroll or wag na?!

2006-04-19T15:33:00.000-07:00

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